My body moves on... even when my mind & heart doesn't want to
The thought of bleeding again scares me. The cramps. The pain. I don’t want to have my body go through that again.
But I guess I can’t stop it. It’s natural. But my mind hasn’t moved on. My heart definatly hasn’t either.
I feel pretty empty now. It’s weird knowing there’s nothing there. I was looking forward to you, as scared as I was.
I wish I had someone to talk to that would understand.
Hiding the fact that I am actually really upset is so hard.
