I'm trying to get back tithe things I love, an put my life back into order again. I'm quitting one o my two his in the morning, simply because it's making me unhappy, an it's only for the rest of summer, so who cares anyways? I need time for me to figure my life out again, instead of getting caught up in helping everyone else figure out theirs. Which don't get me wrong, I love to do, but there has to be a point where I do it for myself also.
So I'm quitting my job, going to go hangout with friends, possibly hit up the beach, and do whatever else I want, instead of working a 9-5 job all week.
I'm starting to feel like I'm loosing myself again, loosing my self ina sense that I'm trying to become something I'm not. I always fall into this trap. I don't know why, I'm always constantly reminding myself to be who I want to be. I want this school year to be different then my past few years which has sucked, but I promised my self this would be my summer, and what have I done? I've worked. Over worked, now I'm just tired and useless, and alone. When does it get better? Everyone says it gets better, how come it hasn't yet?
