I feel like nobody even cares about me. I pretend to be a very strong person. But I'm really weak. Everytime when someone's talking/laughing/whispering to another, I immediatly assume it's about me. They're laughing at me. They're talking about me. They're making fun of me. I just can't stand it anymore. There's always something wrong. Everytime I'm about to do something I have to think 2,3,4 or 5 times about how people will react to what I'm doing. Will they make fun of me? Will they laugh at me? Ugh. My life sucks. I guess need to stop complaining. Most of you don't even care. There's worse things going on in the world. Such big things mine don't even matter. </3
