It's been 8 months since some drastic things have changed in my life and, since then, it's been an interesting, chaotic, difficult, messy, heartbreaking, and very bumpy journey. At the moment, one of the things I really feel is as if I got a lot less attractive thanks to all of the emotional and physical events that occurred.
I know that seems a little shallow. But, there's even the oppenness and brightness in my eyes that I don't see anymore. I need to start feeling/doing better soon.