DRAWINGS ON MY FACE CAUSE I JUST DONT LIKE MY FACE HAHA!
-"IM SORRY"
- SORRY FOR LYING TO ME? SORRY FOR GETTING MY HOPES UP? SORRY FOR EVERYTHING? USUALLY SORRY FIXES EVERYTHING BUT NOW IM GOING TO TAKE YOUR SORRY AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASSHOLE, OH WAIT I CANT BECAUSE YOUR HEAD IS ALREADY UP THERE. YOUR SORRY MEANS NOTHING!
its dark, im in my pj's and i have no make up on. but i don't care.
i'm boothing, because tonight i realised, just how important some of my friends really are. and just how much i love my family.
Tonight, my little brother did a confessions thing on facebook. some of them really made me upset, but only because, i realised how much he is growing up. He talked about my cousin and my great grandparents who are dead, but just reading about him missing them really made me wish i was home to give him a big cuddle. i forget sometimes that he feels the same pain that i do. and that i can't protect him forever. i forget he is only a year younger than me. and doesn't need to be protected all the time, but i feel that it is my responsibility too look after him, and make him happy even when i can't be there. i then sat on the phone to him for 25 minutes, and it was like i'd never left. i don't live with my brothers or my dad anymore, and thats hard for me. they are the closest things i have to feeeling at home. i never really feel like i belong anywhere, until i'm at my dads with them. they really do mean the world to me. Dale especially has made such a transformation recently, and its nice to see him take some responsibility. sometimes, i forget to tell Dale, Shaun and my dad just how much they mean to me.
i know most people wont have read that, but for people that do, never take your family for granted. they'll hopefully always be there, and be the closest things you have to feeling like you belong.
I am becoming very insecure and disgusted at my weight.
I look about 6 month pregnant or something it's disgusting. I used to be a size 10 12 and I am now a 14. I'm beginning to hate the way I look and feel and that's not good at all. Im losing my confidence :(
So my plan starts tomorrow. I'm going to be going to the Gym 2/3 times a week. and eating healthy. Salads, fruit etc and cutting out on fatty drinks and on the odd occasion I have fizzy juice it's gonna be diet.
Writing up my lab book, very exciting stuff. Doing an determination of Planck's constant later on today. Got Total Tattoo to read when I come back from the lab, love it.
What's your favourite magazine DB? @JameeAllOver@lorianus@Rorzxx@ProfessorPeen@britaly@Juliaaaax
hi, this is @Jammmeee i love my bekbek, she is the bestest friend, i literally would die for this kid, and i am assuming she would do the same for me. i can trust her with anything, and when there is anything wrong, she is usually the first person i tell.. BLED, i love you bby, and i will love you forever, and ever and ever!!! <3333 xxxxxxxxxxxxx
EDIT!! : bekkah read this, and the first thing she said was, "oh bby! i want to hug you right now, but i think my face is still sticky!" she then backed this up with a "thats what she said" joke!!!:L
xxx
"I don't feel part of the 'Dailybooth family' anymore."
This isn't the first time I've felt like posting this. I've seen others post it recently too.
Dailybooth is changing and growing, as every social networking site worth it's salt should be. However, gone are the days when people were willing to start a conversation and actually make an effort. I come on here now and all I see is "Follow4Follow?"; what does it even matter how many followers you have? It's not a race or a competition, people will follow you if they find you interesting and want to find out more about you. If you aren't getting any followers then chances are you need to make a little bit more of an effort to stand out from the crowd. Another thing to help you meet new people and gain followers is to comment on other peoples photos; it's a two-way thing. And say something worthwhile; replying to "haha" or "lol" is pretty difficult and it's virtually impossible to build into a conversation. Finally, reply to people who comment on your photos! Not just the ones you think are hot. EVERYONE. It's only polite to acknowledge something someone has said relating to you or your picture, and you never know, maybe it will gain you some followers...! :O
Hey you. Yes you. The one reading this. Think you're too fat? Too skinny? What about too tall, short, ugly, worthless, or anything else along those lines? Well guess what. I think you all are beautiful. I think you all deserve to wake up with a smile on your face, and go to bed with a smile on your face. You all deserve happiness. Screw the boy that broke your heart, and fuck the girl that messed with your feelings. Forget about your parents, and what they say to you. Don't worry about them. Think about your future. How nice it's going to be in 20 years from now, to be laying in a bed with the one you love, and just knowing that you're the one that the other one wants to be with forever. Think about all the success you're going to do, and how many smiles you're going to put on someone’s face. Think about your future kids, and grand-children. Think about what you are going to do with your life. In 20 years from now, everything that is happening now, won't matter ! at all. You might not remember anything that is happening right now. If you think you have it bad, think about all the things you have in life. Have a roof over your head? Yes, well someone else in this world doesn't. Have clothes on your back? Yeah, well someone else in this world doesn't. You have your friends? There's someone else in the world that doesn't. You still have your life, you have your heart, your eyes, your ears, your legs, your feet, your arms, your hands, and most importantly, you have someone that is going to love you for who you are. You may not know them now, and you may not think that they do, but they do. And they will give up anything, just to be with you. Now, smile because you're always going to have it better than someone else out there. Don't frown because something happened, that isn't going to matter later in life.
Choices I have made in the past; that anyone could have made, may have influenced future decisions, but not this one.
Sexuality; whatever it may be, is not chosen. I know many people, some from my very own family, who believe anything that isn't heterosexuality is another way of grasping for attention, a disease, a mental disabilty. Everytime I hear these things, which don't end with those three either, I want to scream. I want to get up, get in their face and tell them; make them hear me.
There are things in life you can't change, and more than definitely can not judge.
That's not to say I would choose differently if I could, because I wouldn't.
Being gay is part of me, yes, but it is a very small part. It influences the choices I make and the people I love, and I wouldn't change that for the world.
