today is a special day,it is 2 months till my18th and it is also @dOit_likeaDUDE's birthday today, go say happy birthday, or i will kill you.
also, peter, i.o.u a birthday hug next year :)
your dreams are like china, all it takes is someone to come alone and shatter your dreams instantly.
off to get ready anyhow, m'off christmas shopping!
There is something quite hypnotic about watching your past burn, the person you was, your troubles, the things that made you sad.
But today I can say that the a5 oxford notebook that I took everywhere with me and wrote everything down in will no longer be part of my life, it was worth it though, writing it all down i mean just so i could watch it burn, and not let something control me or define who I am, I will be in charge of that thank you, not some silly mistake I made.
Watching the pages slowly go up in flames, I realised something. Everything in this book, had been a silly little mistake that i made and it seemed worse than it was, i was being over dramatic and i was naive, yes this is going back weeks but i have been. Being able to watch it burn, what i felt, everything, just burn, consumed with flames.
it is amazing that how the book was quickly engulfed with flames, and how quickly i felt that a massive burden was lifted off my shoulders,
it feels great to say good bye to the past and hello to the future and all the people, adventures and everything else it brings,
BRING IT ON!
Relax, don’t do it
When you want to to go to it
Relax, don’t do it
When you want to come
Relax, don’t do it
When you want to sock it to it
Relax, don’t do it
When you want to come
Come (oh oh oh)
i bought some laffy taffy today on amazon, whatever that is :')
Tell me baby do you recognise me? Well it’s been a year, it doesn’t surprise me
Know what could really help you sort through these really important issues?
ORANGE MOCHA FRAPPUCCINOS
Last year has been shit
this year has been shit
roll on 2012
gonna travel the uk
off to London where I will be seeing @dOit_likeaDUDE
and other places such as Manchester
now casually dancing like a fool to wake my up before you go-go
Take a look,
Take a breath
Take a chance on everything Ive Said,
Take your heart,
And take your time
And maybe one day you'll be mine
Oh ohh..
Maybe one day you'll be mine
Woah ohh, Yeahh
well so far i haven't been kicked out of college
so i may be able to go back after half term :)
i don't think my first year psycology teacher liked me very today :(
she told me i wasn't allowed to join in for the whiteboard quiz because i said i was sleeping and she told me to shut up when i was talking to my friends.
fuck me sideways and call me skippy, today has been shit:
going to be kicked out of college, bye bye dreams of doing criminology and doing something with my life
my science teacher who is a paedophile has been sent to prison for 2 year and 4 months
also, cried like a bitch at the end of sarah jane.
