music forever and ever. I'm acctuly in a deep relationship with music, we've been together for 16 years soon and it feels amazing. love and peace and drugs and music. that's love.
I don't feel alot anymore, I just feel empty and most things are the same. i fight with everyone and I push everyone away, i'm a slut and I'm sorry for that. i dont wanna be like that and I try to be nice and then peopel say im nice but i just feel like i can be better. i hate and love everything. what the hell is life really?