You were that balance that fit so perfectly for me, I can't describe how much fun I had with you and it sucks because as much as I am enjoying my self now I look back then and nothing can change or equate to how happy I was when I was with you, I am too scared to move forward because I don't know what to expect and I really feel as if I will never find anyone that I enjoyed spending time with as much as you.
Yes I am a creep, Yes this is weird, Yes we will never be friends again and I fucked up but so did you
I don't know why we both are so hostile to each other but one day I know we will be friends like that again but right now I am learning from what I am doing wrong and I hope you can see this in the future sometime
I love you, One day we will both be as happy as we were then
