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    To others, the universe seems decent because decent people have welded eyes, that is why they fear lewdness. They are never frightened by the crowing of a rooster or when strolling under a starry heaven. In general, people savor the “pleasures of the flesh” only on the condition that they may be insipid.

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    May 4th, 2012

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    From a golden step, — among silk cords, green velvets, gray gauzes, and crystal disks that turn black as bronze in the sun, I see the digitalis opening on a carpet of silver filigree, of eyes and of hair..

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    March 23rd, 2012

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    I bought a new earring today..

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    February 15th, 2012

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    Although I don’t usually post diary entries, I felt like writing about some of the things I’ve done this week.

    Since I quit college I've mostly been reading, writing and talking to Tinamarie. I've been told it's genuinely assumed that I had a breakdown but I think it's more that I was just so tired of how much pressure it is to even build a clean front for people to talk to, let alone live up to everybody's expectations. It's not like school where I was mute and even struggled to wash properly, I can generally fake confidence now if I have to but I wasn't really happy at that place. People can be so judgemental. I don't understand if everybody finds little things so hard but I think I'm going to go onto a stronger medication either way. I also feel quite guilty that everybody has to visit me, and that my appearance has slipped so much, but I think it'll be best to sort myself out before University so I don't relapse again, and I suppose people wouldn't bother to come here if they didn't want to.

    Anyway, earlier this week I collaborated with the photographer Ëpha Roe (although his pictures greatly outshine my words) and on Friday I had some prose posted on Emily’s amazing Bearded Eloise. It makes me very happy to see some things I’ve written outside of my journals anyway, even more so to be associated with such beautiful people, and I should hopefully be working with both of them again sometime soon.

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/epharoe/6662674207/in/photostream
    http://beardedeloise.com/archives/581

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    January 16th, 2012

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    Can't.... reach.... door...... Can't..... leave...... bed......

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    December 11th, 2011

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    “I think that your mind can create almost anything, and that is true for you. Your mind and imagination is fact” - Bjork

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    December 9th, 2011

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    I like William Burroughs.

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    December 1st, 2011

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    Bedroom collage featuring: Jim Morrison, Edie Sedgwick, Lizzy Merceir Descloux w/ Lydia Lunch, Peter Perrett, Syd Barrett, Julain Cope, Jim Reid, Nicky Wire, Iggy Pop, David Bowie w/ David Johansen, Iggy Pop w/ Lou Reed, Kim Gordan, Winona Ryder, Jonathon Rhys Meyers, Morrissey, Jim Reid, Andy Warhol's Marilyn Monroe, Siouxsie Sioux, Boy model, Jean Seberg, The Velvet Underground, Mick Jagger w/ Keith Richards, Lou Reed, Nick Cave, Jack Keroauc, Television, Brian Molko, Edie Sedgwick, Scarlett Johansson, J.G.Ballards' The Atrocity Exhibition, The Factory, Flesh, Richey Edwards, Jethro Cave, Debbie Harry, Albert Camus, Siouxsie Sioux, Nico, Kurt Cobain, Jim Reid w/ William Reid, Radiohead, Boy cover, Bikini Kill, Richey Edwards, Syd Barrett, Bobby Gillespie, John Lydon w/ Sid Vicious

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    November 24th, 2011

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    'Desperate for the new, but disappointed with anything but the familiar... people are expected to package themselves, their emotions, and their sexuality, in attractive and instantly appealing forms'

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    November 17th, 2011

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    I think I'm going to stop posting for a while, I might start again at some other point. It was nice meeting so many interesting people though, and if I don't speak to any of you again then I hope you all have a nice life..

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    December 30th, 2010