my rockabilly boy makes me happy, been such a soppy cow lately :) i've started driving all over n going on little adventures :p going to sheffield this weekend with the best people to see dead and devine :)
hows everyone else been? aint been on here in aaagggeeesssss, speak up :)
happy happy happy :) ADTR were amazing, going to see my mates new band tonight. everyone should go see alice in wounderland cause i actually love the other rabbit :) sspppoooooonnnn!!
off with their heads!!
yes i can never be bothered to take new pics lol. i'm in the best mood ever :) wednesday night at bad med was good :) got FAR too drunk, 2 bottles of wine before i left, boys thought it would be funny to wear my extensions :s i managed to get 3 random stalkers, made everyone i met dance, ended up in the dj box :s rang loads of people when we got back trying to slur 'funny' jokes, i should never be allowed near my phone drunk :p cant wait to go see ADTR with jamesy boy, band is amazing :)
how is everyone today? xx
After my last pic i realised i was in desperate need of some hair dye. I cant stop smiling lately :) yesterday was fun :) although being called mature talent makes me feel ssoooo old lol and the non stop rain was rubbish. i really do need to get a sat nav as getting lost yesterday was scary lol xx
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to loveI is that supposed to be enough, I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And I won't listen to your shameYou ran away, you're all the same Angels lie to keep control Ooh, my love was punished long agoIf you still care don't ever let me know If you still care don't ever let me know
camera is playing up, hello blurr :) get use to this face!! aha, i have decided that smiling for no reason makes you feel better, i've decided that love doesn't exsist, its just fantasy, so i'm saying goodbye to romance movies, hello goorryy zombie movies :P
oh, i have vip for a new shop, nicely done :) <3 xx
by far the best night of my life. me shouting 'get in me wheelbarrow you ddiirrrtttyyy bitch!' at the gig. kims mad video, that bouncer!! telling everyone i love them, boys being nice and me ignoring it completly. never drink a shot with gold in it, bblluurrghhh. i love my friends n how there trying to make everything better <3 more nights like this to come :) xx
so i like to pull weird faces n see if my face sticks like that :p
the last 2 days have been pretty harsh, i wish i could take back the last few years n start again, but who knows were we would be now.....
As I fall, and you turn away.You walk down corridors miles away from my heart. As I breathe, as I surrender...I hear the sound of whispering.Replace these veins, with these stomach aches and butterflies that long to tear away.Screaming, I'll tear out, I'll tear out, I'll tear out your heart.With the lights out, I hope you never leave my side.I promise to leave my weapons left by the bedside.As you stand pressed up on the wall, they march in outfit with lullabies that long to hurt us all.Now I'm your escape route, but I could be so much more.With the lights out, I hope you never leave my side.I promise to leave my weapons left by the bedsie.This time I wont bleed, if your forsaken me... I'll tear out your heart.You were there and I was was with you, longing for you.You broke the locks, I grabbed on to you. Lost in these rooms...What did I see? all my bones are dust two people, too damaged, too much, too late and my heart`s sealed with rust two people, too damaged, too much, too late these hands will always be rough two people, too damaged, too much, too late i know this won`t count for much
