Its been so long since Ive been able to share the way I feel with someone without being scared if they were going to get to know me and run. Ive never let anyone get to know me, all my friends know parts of me but no one knows the whole picture. I shared one of my secrets last night and got to thinking how many secrets do I keep from myself? I dont really know myself at all either. Some things that have happened Ive buried somewhere in myself as a secret and Im not sure that I want to know the secrets anymore. Who knows maybe Ill get to know myself and run.
Had a horrible day so I went with two of my best friends to darts and martinis. Got my nails done and Im about to go get my hair done, all is right in the world once again c(=
Im flippin adorkable <3 I prob wont be able to get on til the new year so everyone have a blast but still be safe. And remember dont do anything I wouldnt do c(=
Thinking January needs to hurry up. New Years in Marshaltown with the touch crew. My bday on the 7th with Primer 55 and hopefully AOD then on the 15th celebrating my bday with the most amazing mix matched bunch of friends EVA all at a Boondox/AOD concert. January is going to be AMAZING.
