"But I lacked courage & he had a girlfriend & I was gawky & he was gorgeous & I was hopelessly boring & he was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room & collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I'd be drizzle & he'd be a hurricane."
I'm just... done.
I can't handle being hurt anymore.
You were my best friend & I need you now more than ever...
But apparently you can't be there for me anymore.
When you realize what you've done, don't come back to me; because I won't be waiting around for you.
Does anyone ever get that feeling that the most important person in your life is ignoring you? Especially right when you really need them the most?
Because that's how I feel right now. & it sucks. & I don't know what to do about it.
