Some times when i cant sleep i lay in bed and my mind wonders into places where i know not to go. I start thinking about death and how meaningless i am in this world so far, how it must feel like ....maybe its just like being asleep . But it frightens me to the core knowing that the memory of me will fade with time. And how i wont be able to see or hear ..ill be no where, everywhere. So by then i have to get up from bed and walk around or do something to get my mind back to this safe zone i created ....i wish i knew more about the unknown so i wouldn't be too afraid.
