i'd like to apologise to for disappearing.
i know there is not much i can say or do to make it up to you
at first it was for someone else
and then i realised it was for me
i needed to be to myself for a while
it had absolutely no reflection on how amazing you are
you were always there for me
and i ruined it.
i know it's been far too long for a sorry to cut it,
but i really am.