I despise how much I miss him and how much I think of him. He doesn't think of me anymore and I know that he is moving on with his life and probably doesn't think of me. So when I see him I smile and I try and look happy because I can't let him see my pain. It doesn't change anything.... So I just keep on smiling... Even if its fake....
Boo finals..... I don't wanna be in school anymore its so beautiful outside how could they possibly try and lock me in doors! I don't wanna do this anymore!!!