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I want to be completely happy again. I don't want drama, I don't want to fight and argue with everyone, I don't want to be mad and upset all the time worrying about losing people close to me. People that matter most. But I can't keep on thinking that nobody changes. I want to think for both of us that we will be best friends forever like we said back in 5th grade. But not everything turns out in life like you want it. I have to accept that both of us like the same things but have two completely different outlooks on things. I can't obsess about wanting to always be friends with you. Although we've had the best memories, I think, I've had with any friend I have to learn to let go of them. You obviously have moved on and don't want to try to do anything to try to fix the friendship. I guess friendships, even the best one you've probably had, don't mean anything to you and probably never will. I won't force you to be friends with me, but I shouldn't always be the one to try to fix problems even if I did start them or not. If having the friend that you've probably done everything with go away mean nothing to you, you don't deserve any friends at all. Even though like you said before our friendship will never be the same again, we tried and look where that got us. The same point where we were before. Fighting. I don't want to do it anymore. I can't have that stress and anger. We've had the best times as friends, and so much so we considered each other as sisters. And god knows we definitely were like it. What happened to nothing would ever come between us? That just got thrown away like trash. Even how hard I try, you still seem to not want anything to do with me, even though you say it, you sure as hell don't act like it. Actions speak louder than words. And those words don't speak all that loud when there are no actions given. Through all these years I will never forget all the memories, all the secrets, all the times. I will NEVER have a friend like you again. And that's why I try to let go and forget but can't because it's not easy for a person to let go of another person that you've had the most best times, worst times, and everything with. Looking back at stuff like 5th grade, became best friends. 6th grade rolled along, we had gotten a couple of fights but solved them. Then towards the end of 6th grade we didn't talk and then one day during the summer you called and boom best friends throughout all of 7th grade. Spent everyday together of that summer. Then 8th grade rolls around, we are great. Sisters, daughters, because your mom even said that before, and then one little fight turned into this. And now 9th grade and we were trying, and it still is awkward and now same point like we were in 8th grade. You even said in my birthday card, even though we fight we always learn how to solve them, through thick and thin. Why don't you actually learn and use your own advice. If you are going to give someone advice try using it yourself. I just can't handle both anymore. I want you there as my friend, but then again I know there will always be something in the way of that. I miss you but I have to learn to let you go, let everything go. I will not fight, or argue, or any of that unnecessarily drama/bull crap anymore. I love ya as a friend, and will always be here when you need me. Remember that. Like the thousand times I've said when you've had nobody around. If this makes you mad, get mad, but I'm telling it how it is, the truth. The truth I believe is right. I'm sorry that we are like this. I will take the blame for some of it. So maybe you should come to reality and take some blame too, because it's not all my fault. I'm trying to be the better person, and tell you that I will forgive you and move on from everything we've ever been through together. Forgive and forget. I will say nothing more until you decide what to do. When you see this hopefully you'll realize the truth and understand what I'm trying to say. Hear me out. Love ya and miss you. @vampirefreak101

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Bitch please, shut the fuck up.
<3

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Farewell, I'll miss you
I'm sick of these goodbyes
'Cause it tore us apart right from the start I miss you.

Bullet For My Valentine <3

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:3

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hey, how you doinnn? total nerd... NBD :)

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My bear and I say hi :3

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Its a me.... MARIO! :D