I hate pictures of myself looking at the camera, but I found this one quite cheesey :)
I actually getting so excited for Christmas, my Christmas kind of sucked last year and this year is deff making up for it already. Not becuase of the materialistic way of looking at it like, "i'll get all this shit I want but probably wont use" but because I have gotten people presents which they WILL actually like and WILL actually use, and I love that, I hate getting people presents just cos. I usually try and get them something which isn't on their "wish list", that way they know I took the time to think about what to get them.
Cos Im nice like that.
Yep so I cant be bothered today, after spending 3hours in my town centre to find Xmas presents, only to end up spending money on myself for a night out tomorrow.
This picture isnt relevant, I just took it and I liked it.
Today I've sort of got this feeling I'm wasting my life away not doing what I really want to do, or what makes me happy, so I going to try to put more effort into being happier, and not caring what people think.
Do you care what people think about you, and why/not?
Okay, so I'm ever-so-slightly addicted to 'Two and a half men'. A lot though. Stupid amounts, and I can't stop watching it. Its just become the norm to just watch nearly 6 or 7 episodes a day, plus the ones that are on sky, and I was thinking, surely this isn't healthy? Damn you, Charlie Sheen. >.<
Anywho - I just got back from college, and have nothing to say. Yay.
These are my contact lenses I bought for Halloween this year, but I love this so much its unreal!
I was at work today, and it sorta hit me - What the f**k am I doing? Im working 5days a week in a place that has nothing to do with what i ACTUALLY want to do. I know that a job is a job, and that I should be grateful but I dont want to be there, but then I think about leaving and I don't want to leave either. Its like, leaving would change so much of my life, and I sort of scared of actually moving on in my life.
On a brighter note, I've booked tickets to go and see Panto with my family, and my brother bought RockBand3, and Im off to play that with my fam-a-lam. Shut up, I'm addicted.
Okay, so I forgot about DailyBooth for a while, and I went through a stage of not being motivated to do a-n-y-thing, but recently I've turned 20, and it's hit home that I haven't really accomplished much, and that I'm not particularly happy with where I am.
I have some problems that I wont delve into on DB, but they really get to me. Im STILL at college, training to be a beauty therapist, but every now and then I have a little doubt in my mind that asks me if this is really what I want to do doing?
I STILL have the same job that I had when I was 15, through fear of change, and the fact Im too lazy to make a CV and send it out to local salons.
Im sorta losing interest in how this all is now, it is all becoming too easy to let happen, I wish I was more motivated to actually change my life around.
However, on the plus side, Im finally coming to terms with how I am, personality wise. 1 or 2 years ago, I was extremely uncomfortable within myself, but lately I've really been finding myself, and other pretentious things like that, and Im actually happy with myself for a change :)
