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This is NOT me. This is my friend.
I have a great friend. Her name is Michelle and she's 13 years and a great kid. Today i went on and read her deviantart only to read the most horrifying story.





"Alright so as most of you know I am suffering from depression. So in school we had to make a multimedia poem project for language arts. I made a little video animation and it represented me and my dearest friend who makes me feel that I should keep living. Anyways he made remarks infront of his whole class that I was being emo and suicidal. People began calling my house and texting me nonstop about killing myself. A teacher found out and talked to the principal about it. The principal sided with Marcus and said I was over reacting about the whole stituation. Then he emailed my mom saying everything was taken care of. People treated me horribly after this. I am not the most popular person. I'm the kid who sits in the back of the classroom, gets in and out of school, and just talks with her friends. Since I am an emotional wreck and very sensitive I began falling apart even more and cutting more often. The next week the principal confronted me saying he wanted to speak with me and Marcus about it. He stated that Marcus was not trying to be mean and that I just misunderstood. Then he said "Even if you were planning to kill yourself it would not be a big deal." He caught himself and said "I mean it would be but not really...." I tried not to cry. I went to the nurse office and called my mom to pick me up. The principal came in and asked me if it was about what we spoke about. I said no and he said "Good because it is no big deal." I sobbed and cried in the car and cut myself deeper than ever before that day.



They don't know how many times I have actually tried to kill myself.

How I have hurt myself in the process.

How many times I've cried so hard and passed out.

How I starved myself to destract from the pain.

How many times my wrists and tummy was cut."



What kind of a sick world do we live in?? i'm freaking furious! This is our world! This is human beings! This is the normal every day and nobody freaking cares! How can people not care. We're not talking about throwing a napkin away or a broken tool. THIS IS A HUMAN LIFE! And a little girl too! She's just a child and someone can not only not care if she dies but FRIGGING promotes it! And he's the FREAKING PRINCIPAL! His job is to make sure the school works. not make sure the "uncool" kids die. That's sick! He's a dispicable human being. Not even, he's a monster! I'm homeschooled. I dont go to public school. I think if i was i'd be in jail or dead because i cannot sit and watch someone's pain and not take action. This is beyond bullying! People from the school are a girl to kill herself and if she ever did it they'd be responsible. So they are murderers! That's bullying! EVERY BULLY IS A POTENTIAL MURDERER BECAUSE THEY CAUSE THE OTHER KIDS TO KILL THEMSELVES! And no one cares?! Human life is so precious. I look in the movies and i see the people on the side that dont have a name die and i feel bad for them. do you know why? Because when i was younger i was that person. That person that no one cared out. The one who didnt fit in, who was different,who wasnt cool. i was the person on the side. I can't stand seeing this! And I can't do anything about this! No one cares? Anyone who watches bullying and doesnt care how can you call yourself human. It makes sense if you're afraid but if you simply dont care then you're just as bad as the bully. And I can't do anything!!! I want to help but i'm not there! I can't stop it. So i want to make my voice be heard for everyone who cant scream out their pain.



This isnt humane. This is our children,our friends,our future and they being killed off one by one because of stupid who have mommy and daddy problems at home so they take it out on everyone else. Or maybe their mothers and father tell them to do it.



bullying is cool? Making another human being is cool. Making another person commit murder is what's cool nowadays?



You know what's truly cool? HEROES! People watch the movies like spiderman and superman and wonderwoman. And they have super powers and we dont. but just because we dont have super powers doesnt mean we cant be a hero. And i do NOT mean going out and fighting crime or getting yourself killed or beat up. But there are other ways we can fight. Whether it's telling the friends to keep on living. Whether it's stopping someone from killing them selves. Whether it's calling security to break up a fight. or whether it's signing a petition for anti bullying. Just SOMETHING. I don't know how! I honestly dont know! that's why im writing. the point is. I'm trying to make a difference by letting everyone that this is the sick and twisted world we live in. and if no one cares they need to ask themselves what if it was them. What if the principal was being told to kill himself as a kid. what he was the hated one and no one would care if he died. Would he like it?



Ever heard of the Golden Rule? Why you should have heard it a long time ago.



"Do to others what you would have them to you" Dont bully someone if you dont want to be bullied. Dont tell them to kill themselves if you dont want others to do the same thing. It's a simple rule is one the two best rules ever.



This is not acceptable. EVERY LIFE MATTERS! People are sad about troops dying in the war, but children commiting suicide because of other children is just as horrible



I can't just sit by and be okay. I'm going to look up way to help being knowledge of this horribleness to others somehow. I'm not sure how yet but im going to try and you really should to.



And last thing im going to say is I love you,Michelle as if were one of my own sisters. If no one else cares ever. If anyone ever stops caring. I'll be here for you. I care for you. I'm here for you. If no one loves you,I always will. LIVE! I care if you die. i will be DEVASTED IF i found that you died. I will cry and mourn. Your life matters. You're not alone. There are some people who still care. LIVE! And think abotu this. all those bullies are all "COOL AND POPULAR" Ten years from now there gonna be doing nothing with their except drinking beer and living in their parents basement or be in jail. They're not going anywhere with their lives. Ten years from now you are going to be someone important. You already are. You matter. You always did and you always will. Dont let ANYONE tell you different. You really are an extraordinary kid. No you are an extraordinary young person and your life saved mine because i almost killed myself as well and you're one of the people who helped me not to and there fore you saved my life. Thank you,Michelle. I'm in your debt.





Please somehow try to make a change and make this world a better place to live in. If we dont want to be hurt and abused then we should help others not be hurt and abused to. So many kids are worrying about girlfriends and boyfriends and clothes and jewelry. ALL THAT CRAP MEANS NOTHING!



Life is what matters. Do you care about it?





This video I made here the face of the girl that was told to kill herself. She's the redhead on the right. Look at the life and the joy she has. Don't let that be taken away from her.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ze-BZ9ZVckg&feature=plcp&context=C4934be2VDvjVQa1PpcFN53xLzR_w7qP_80U4ZsLc9OpG4nBLh6Gw%3D