heyy guys.
so this was me before christmas.
my backs destroyed and although it isnt as bad as it could be. or as bad as many others, its causing me a large amount of pain, lack of strength, and the inability to run. or even stand for more than 10 minutes.
it worries me, as my dr has told me it might never get better, he also told me that a girl who had the surgery for the same thing didnt get better only worse.. and after her 3rd surgery to try and fix it they told her they werent going to do it again.
i dont want to be in this much pain for life.
i want to be able to run again
i want to have enough strength in my legs to walk and jump and skip and climb.
i dont want this to effect my life any longer.
