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Times like these I wish some one would trade mums. A mum that calls regularly for a catch up chat, once a week would be nice rather than maybe a month or more. A mum that would tell her son that she was leaving the country for the weekend. A mum that tells the truth. A mum who doesn't say she can't afford to come see you and then go and buy an Audi TT. A mum that doesn't leave her son to find out from a social networking site that she has new car but still doesn't come to visit. A mum that understands her son can't afford to drive 2 hours to see her and would visit.. If only once a month. I haven't seen my mum since January. She doesn't phone me, i phone her. It shouldn't be that way.. Should it? Is it because I'm a bad son? How do I become a better son if I can't afford to see you. I wish I could understand how. What have I done? Is it because I moved to my dads at 13, can you not see that I'm a better person here. I've made something of my self here. I reply the day I had to see you cry when I told you I wasn't coming home. I had to do it. I was becoming a monster in Bristol, If I wasn't here I'd be in prison. Then I'd be an even worse son than I am now. Some one please tell me where I did wrong. When we talk you get rid of me after a few minutes why can't you talk for longer. You always have something better to do. Is it like this for my brothers? No it can't be they live at home. Not many people understand what it's like. Which makes it hard to talk to them. I would love to go to see my girlfriend, but I don't want to see her whole family when I'm like this. She still has her mum and dad in the same house, I deal with it normally but tonight i can't. What do I do now.. I guess I do what I always do with my mum, tuck the feelings away and grin and bear it. If I say anything to my mum, my step "father" and brother will get involved. That will just make it all worse. I don't remember a time when my family was whole. When my mum and my dad were happy together. I don't know what it's like to have a normal family. A family that is not fractured, split or broken. The memories of having a birth mother That cared unconditional are deep in the past. 5 years.

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May 9th, 2012
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Feeling down

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May 7th, 2012
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Hmmmm 238 followers... And no comments.. Fun

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May 7th, 2012
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Hey guys.
I haven't boothed in almost two weeks! Then again who cares no one commented on my last booth!

My new job is going pretty well. Stressful but good. On restraint course tomorrow so there goes my day off!

Got tickets to CapitalFM summer time ball, I can not wait!
How are you all?
#Q How are you kick starting your Sumer!

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May 7th, 2012
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Hey daily booth ! How are we all?

It's been awhile since I last boothed. So much has changed in my life. I handed my notice in at my two part time jobs, finished and left them. I now work in the Private Care Sector, at a Private Boarding School for children from the age of 9 with learning difficulties. I have been there a week and loving it, we have are bad moments when some kids kick off but other than that it's a very enjoyable job!

What's new with You?

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April 23rd, 2012
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Job interview today... Went very well.. I got the job.. Out for a celebration drink tonight

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March 29th, 2012
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Ready for my big interview.... How do I look..

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March 29th, 2012
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My car battery died... Fml it's now charging.

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March 28th, 2012
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Stuck inside on this lush day trying to prepare for my interview in Thursday... Any interview tips?

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March 27th, 2012
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It's a lush day this morning. Off to walk the dog with my mate then into the hot tub ;)

Morning @BethanyEilish

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March 27th, 2012
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