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Well it seems I am back to a some-what regular updating on this website... so I guess all I have to say is this: WHAT HAVE YOU ALL BEEN UP TO?

http://rabidhuman.tumblr.com/

My 200th followers will get a promo! :)

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20 hours 33 minutes ago

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I love her so much. <3

http://rabidhuman.tumblr.com/

follow me and if you're my 200th followers you'll get a promo. :)

#Q: Who do you love?

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1 day 10 hours ago

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So... here's a picture of me licking my friend's hip bone last night when I was incredibly intoxicated... I came to the realization that I find hip bones and collarbones sexy.. and this is what happened.

AGAIN I'M ONLY HERE FOR A QUICK HELLO AND TO SELFLESSLY PROMOTE MY TUMBLR. Whoever happens to be my 200th followers is getting a promo. :)

http://rabidhuman.tumblr.com/

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1 day 11 hours ago

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Just popping by to say hello... and to selflessly promote my tumblr.

ASK ME QUESTIONS.

P.S. THE 200TH PERSON TO FOLLOW ME IS GETTING A PROMO.

http://rabidhuman.tumblr.com/

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3 days 7 hours ago

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I really haven't been posting on dailybooth lately. I've been on my way to recovery, if any of you really care to know how I have been doing. I don't see myself continuing on with dailybooth much any more... maybe I'll get back into it after a few months pass, but for now it doesn't exactly tickle my fancy.

If you guys care to follow me on any of my other websites, to keep in touch, here are some of the websites you can reach me at:

http://rabidhuman.tumblr.com/
http://fukrphotography.deviantart.com/
http://www.keek.com/FUKR
http://www.gifyo.com/fukr

Yeah. So those are the websites my life have been revolving around lately. If you care to read up on my personal life, I also run a blog. It's mostly dedicated to my mental illness, but I also just write posts about my everyday life:

http://anameisunimportant.blogspot.ca/

So for now, I say adieu to dailybooth. For the few of you that I have been really close friends with on this website, feel free to send me a message on any of the websites listed above and I'll give you guys my facebook or something so we can stay in touch. :)

For everyone that was supportive while I was battling with my depression for these past few months, I really owe a thank you to all of you. <3

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April 30th, 2012

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You know, I actually don't mind stretched lobes without plugs in them. My first holes are at a 00 and my second holes are at an 8, and I don't mind that they look like tiny cat anuses. :)

So here is a question to the body modification community! If I'm looking for something to keep my lobes healthy and strong, what would you guys recommend? I'm still considering stretching up to a half inch, but the sizing after 00 still confuse me and I want to be as educated as I can be before plunging into anything. I'm not one for being dumb about body modification. I like to know what I am doing with my body and how to do it properly. :)

Which is why I am reaching out to you guys for help! If any of you know any good products to use to keep my lobes healthy, send them my way please!

#Q: What body modifications do you have done?

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April 10th, 2012

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I haven't posted in a while. I feel like I owe you guys an explanation for that. But before I get into this, I want to clarify: This is not a call for attention, or a call for help. I'm telling you guys this because you are my followers, and a lot of you are my friends. Those of you who follow me on tumblr probably have a little bit of a clue as to what has been going on in the past few days, and for those who think I have just been MIA, well maybe this will clarify.

On Sunday night I tired to commit suicide. This is the second time in my life that I have ever fallen so low as to attempt this. I won't get too far into detail about it, for fear that it could be triggering to others. It didn't go as planned, obviously, seeing as I am still here. I think everyone underestimated how much I needed help. I told a few of my friends that I needed them in my life during the past few weeks, but everyone was busy or didn't want to deal with me needing someone... to be honest, a lot of my friendships are a one way street. They need help and I'm there for them, I need help and they turn around and run. I've been taking care of two of my friends the past two weeks, who both needed someone... yet no one made time to be there for me.

I told my boyfriend I needed him. I mean I really needed him. He went out and got drunk three nights in a row this weekend instead of ditching his plans even just once to spend the night with me. I can't count the times I have ditched my plans to take care of him, whether he's physically sick, or he needs someone, or he's drunk and he calls me up saying he misses me and he needs me to be there... I sacrifice so much for him and he can't even ditch his plans to get drunk for one night to come see me.

Suicide may seem a bit extreme just based on that, but I've had a lot of other stuff going on lately. I've been sick for a year now, with an illness called Gastroparesis. Because of it, I am now getting fired from my job that I've had for half a year, I also may not graduate high school because I am never in school or at my co-op. I am constantly sick, which gets in the way of me having even an ounce of a social life, and I am always going to doctor's appointments, getting tests at the hospital, being pumped with new medication, or told about new surgeries.

I've lost any and all confidence I had in myself in the past month. I have been gaining weight and I honestly can't afford to. I'm already always "the fat kid". I've had a drastic hair change due to some modelling I did, and I hate it. I feel so self concious about it. Not to mention my hair is literally coming out in clumps in the shower, that part is probably from stress though.

The other day, I sat in my bathroom with a disposable razor for half an hour contemplating shaving my head. (Wouldn't THAT have taken a long ass time) I don't see the point in me even trying to look pretty any more.

I'm surprised no one has noticed that there has been something wrong with me lately. I've stopped showering as much as I used to, it's gotten down to maybe once a week, I've stopped giving any care into keeping my room clean, or putting effort into getting myself ready every day. I don't see how no one saw I needed help. Especially when I was screaming it in people's faces that I needed someone.

There are countless other things going on in my life including my parents, past traumas, friends, etc. But this isn't a written book dedicated to why my life sucks. I just felt I owed you guys a bit of an explanation as to what's going on with me lately.

I don't know where I will be tomorrow, or in a week, or in a month, but the way things are going right now I'm just taking life one minute at a time.

and I swear to god if one more person says "it gets better" I am going to kill myself along with them. It doesn't get better. I've had 18 years of life throwing shit at me over and over again, shit I have never done anything to deserve. It doesn't get better, because if it did, it would have gotten better by now.

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April 4th, 2012

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I have really been trying to expand my art lately. Now that I am 18, nude photography is an option for me, but I'm trying my hardest to keep what I am doing classy and appropriate. I don't want my art to be seen as just a piece of lust. I want it to be powerful, emotional, something that's nice to look at for a reason other than the nudity involved. But god dammit it is proving so hard. I still have loads of ideas lined up involving nudity in my photography, but again, I'm holding back because I'm afraid of it not being "respectable" enough.

Ah well. I did my first semi-nude shoot last night, I am quite happy with the outcome, although I think I could have attempted to emote more with it.

http://fukrphotography.deviantart.com/

#Q: What's your opinion on the human body and it being photographed?

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March 31st, 2012

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Holy tit carcasses look at my eyes. Da fuq, when did you get so blue?

#Q: what colour are your eyes?
#Q: what colour do you wish they were?

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March 30th, 2012

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way too early in the morning.

ohmygod.

I woke up at 6:30, which is the latest I can ever get up and still make it to school on time. Got up and my dad was in the shower... he's supposed to take his shower at 6:00 every morning so that we don't conflict, so that we both get to work/school on time. He fucking knows this. and he takes longer in the bathroom than I do. So I ended up getting into the bathroom at 7:10 and I have to leave by 8:00. I'm officially screwed and I'm either going to be late today, or look like crap.

In other news, I forgot to take my make-up off last night before going to bed, so I took it off this morning and now my eyes are red and puffy... it looks like I did a wake n' bake... maybe I'll just tell people that. It'll be a good excuse for why I'll be so out of it this morning. LOL

#Q: How's your morning treatin' ya?

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March 30th, 2012