Hello, I'm Elsie. I never know what to say for a description of myself, because I’m a little bit too complicated for a simple paragraph. I am a tomboy, a deep thinker, open minded, a hopeless romantic, and very sensitive. My over-analyzations on everything seems to give me horrible anxiety. My biggest fears are failure, embarrassment, love, and rejection. I am terrified of love and the pain it causes. I’m too coward to ever say my feelings out loud. I use music to convey my feelings in all honesty. I am a coward and avoid arguments as much as possible. I’m a firm believer that there is good and bad to everyone. I feel strongly about looking at things from different perspectives other than my own. I would consider myself somewhat wise for my age, but also extremely lazy and unmotivated. I have recently decided to make a change for myself and become more optimistic. I was heading down an endless spiral of depression and i decided it was enough. I truly feel a lot happier of a person, although I don’t have all too much confidence in myself, despite what people may believe for some reason. I used to weigh 160 pounds. I still feel the same about my body, even though i’ve lost around 25 or so. Yes, I starved myself. No, I’m not proud of it. So please, don’t be so quick to judge. I am working on my confidence level. Also, I have learned not to care what people think. I get a lot of hate, and i brush it off because only i can judge myself. I also find that happiness is the best revenge to all my haters. I am a bit careless, so I’m not too great on answering messages. this past year, i shut everyone out. I am trying my best to let people back in again. But nevertheless, I’m just like everyone else on this stupid site. Just like everyone out there, I just want to be happy. I’m still trying to figure out what exactly happiness is. I don’t know what is best for me. Sometimes, I believe I am two people. I’m doing my best to remain the optimistic Elsie. I'm just your average kid, just trying to make your day a little better with a laugh or two. I’m mental. And that is really all you need to know.
I enjoy playing guitar and singing; I'm in a band.
Name: Elsie
Age: 15
Live in: Michigan
Religious views: Who knows
Relationship Status: Single
Ethnicity: Puerto Rican, Mexican, Black, White, Polish.
Favorite songs;Daphne Loves Derby - Midnight Highway Silverstein - The End Los Campesinos! - The Sea is a Good Place to Think of the Future Cute is What We Aim For- Lyrical Lies Daphne Loves Derby - These Ghosts, My hopes, The Sand, The Sea City & Colour - Like Knives Silverstein - Replace You (Acoustic) The Spill Canvas - Take One Breath Hidden in Plain View - Halycon Daze Of Mice and Men - When You Can’t Sleep at Night Hawthorne Heights - Decembers Silverstein - Call it Karma (Acoustic) Daphne Loves Derby - Pollen and Salt Pierce the Veil - Stay Away From My Friends Emery - Thoughtlife Silverstein - Burning Hearts (Acoustic) Mayday Parade - Terrible Things Silverstein - Forget Your Heart Tyler the Creator - Her Chase Coy - Coming Clean Brand New - Me vs Maradona vs Elvis La Dispute - Why it Scares Me Gregory and the Hawk - Boats and Birds
