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    Haven't been on here in awhile;
    Hello dailyboothers,
    How've you been?
    Comments and messages if you'd like. ((:

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    December 20th, 2011

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    hearing school buses outside my window and knowing i don't have to be up until whenever i feel like it then start my school is amazing, gonna go sit outside since i can't sleep! ohwell.

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    August 22nd, 2011

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    I was born a blank canvas
    So enraged so careless
    I was born a blank canvas
    That was all before we were us
    I’ve made my identity revolve around you
    No action I’ve chosen can I ever undo
    I’ve made my mother cry
    No wonder with all my lies
    At times I admit I’ve flirted with suicide
    And at times I wish I could wash away the memories with the tide
    You’ve left a crack in my soul
    And now I pay an unfathomable toll
    I always thought you were beautiful though
    At your highs and even at your lowest low
    And now you have a son on the way
    And he’ll be coming any day
    Will you tell him all you’ve done?
    Will you pay in the long run?
    Will you guide him the right way?
    Do you think of me each day?
    And now you have to look in the eyes of your own son
    And count down all your sins one by one
    You lie to your own sons mother
    Saying that there is no other
    Oh how I’d love to see you a gasp
    When I showed her your wearing a mask
    When I told her of the months I spent loving you
    And in my gut I know you once loved me too
    In a sick manner I have to thank you though
    You’ve given me a reason to take life slow
    You taught me to enjoy the little things
    From a loved ones kiss to a butterflies wings
    Who I am is because of you
    Your the reasons my tears stained black and blue
    I have more heart than you ever could
    Its all for you that I am no longer misunderstood
    I’ve now set my own goals
    You’ll come to see as my life unfolds
    I will never again question my own ability
    Even though I loved what we had unconditionally
    One day I will show you I am not a lost cause
    I’ll bring all your nasty comments to a pause
    I’m starting to see I’m oddly beautiful
    I’m starting to become a woman and outgrow the juvenile
    I’m young and I have so much more to learn
    Its painless now for your no longer my earthly concern
    I’m working to earn my degree
    And leave all of this to history
    I’m forming a confidence I’ve never known
    I’m supporting myself to be on my very own
    I suppose I’m still on the same desperate endeavor
    To find my whoever
    My prevalent flaw was always my covet for love
    You showed me a life I used to feel undeserving of
    Though now I can look in your eyes
    And say all the pain justifies
    Through the heart I’ve gained
    And the faith I have sustained
    I write this now to say how much happier I am
    And also to say how much it hurt that you didn’t give a damn
    Who I am is Claudia Cross
    Before you I was at a loss
    You showed me a life that was so free
    You showed me who I could be
    I only knew a life of sadness
    I was born just a blank canvas
    But now I stand tall
    And smile once and for all
    You’ve left a heavy weight in my chest
    A longing I had never addressed
    A desire to feel for my own
    To establish my personal revolution
    And I will leave you now will this heavy thought
    And hope some of your words will be rethought
    I hope you become a father to your son
    And I know now that my life has just begun.
    I was born a blank canvas
    So enraged so careless
    I was born a blank canvas
    That was all before we were us

    this was written by my amazing friend Cloud Cross; she showed me this, and this explains exactly what i've been through..

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    August 22nd, 2011

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    Question;

    what would you attempt if you knew you couldn't fail at what you attempted?

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    August 18th, 2011

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    let your past make you better; not bitter.

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    August 18th, 2011

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    when you walk away i count the steps that you take, do you see how much i need you right now? when your gone the pieces of my heart are missing you when your gone the face that i came to know is missing too, when your gone the words i need to hear to get me through the day and make it okay.. i miss you..

    i miss you being in my life.. you don't understand how much this is killing me without you here... i just wish things didn't end how they did.. its had me upset forever now it seems like.. i cry myself to sleep everynight../: this isn't fair. i don't deserve this.. i really don't. i don't get it either. this is just all so blind to me, i feel numb, am always crying my eyes out. i just wish i had you back. you made me complete.. i still love you and i always will. you mean the world to me even though you walked out.. i can't believe you did, but i guess shit happens right? /:

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    August 18th, 2011

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    <3

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    August 12th, 2011

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    Mmmmmmmmmm before the rain happens. I love it. ♥

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    August 9th, 2011

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    Me and Nick;<3
    I love him alreadyy;
    Back from my little vacation with my brother, man do I miss him already.

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    August 8th, 2011

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    night dailyboothers<3

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    August 2nd, 2011

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