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Haven't been on here in awhile;
Hello dailyboothers,
How've you been?
Comments and messages if you'd like. ((:0 commentsDecember 20th, 2011
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hearing school buses outside my window and knowing i don't have to be up until whenever i feel like it then start my school is amazing, gonna go sit outside since i can't sleep! ohwell.
4 commentsAugust 22nd, 2011
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I was born a blank canvas
So enraged so careless
I was born a blank canvas
That was all before we were us
I’ve made my identity revolve around you
No action I’ve chosen can I ever undo
I’ve made my mother cry
No wonder with all my lies
At times I admit I’ve flirted with suicide
And at times I wish I could wash away the memories with the tide
You’ve left a crack in my soul
And now I pay an unfathomable toll
I always thought you were beautiful though
At your highs and even at your lowest low
And now you have a son on the way
And he’ll be coming any day
Will you tell him all you’ve done?
Will you pay in the long run?
Will you guide him the right way?
Do you think of me each day?
And now you have to look in the eyes of your own son
And count down all your sins one by one
You lie to your own sons mother
Saying that there is no other
Oh how I’d love to see you a gasp
When I showed her your wearing a mask
When I told her of the months I spent loving you
And in my gut I know you once loved me too
In a sick manner I have to thank you though
You’ve given me a reason to take life slow
You taught me to enjoy the little things
From a loved ones kiss to a butterflies wings
Who I am is because of you
Your the reasons my tears stained black and blue
I have more heart than you ever could
Its all for you that I am no longer misunderstood
I’ve now set my own goals
You’ll come to see as my life unfolds
I will never again question my own ability
Even though I loved what we had unconditionally
One day I will show you I am not a lost cause
I’ll bring all your nasty comments to a pause
I’m starting to see I’m oddly beautiful
I’m starting to become a woman and outgrow the juvenile
I’m young and I have so much more to learn
Its painless now for your no longer my earthly concern
I’m working to earn my degree
And leave all of this to history
I’m forming a confidence I’ve never known
I’m supporting myself to be on my very own
I suppose I’m still on the same desperate endeavor
To find my whoever
My prevalent flaw was always my covet for love
You showed me a life I used to feel undeserving of
Though now I can look in your eyes
And say all the pain justifies
Through the heart I’ve gained
And the faith I have sustained
I write this now to say how much happier I am
And also to say how much it hurt that you didn’t give a damn
Who I am is Claudia Cross
Before you I was at a loss
You showed me a life that was so free
You showed me who I could be
I only knew a life of sadness
I was born just a blank canvas
But now I stand tall
And smile once and for all
You’ve left a heavy weight in my chest
A longing I had never addressed
A desire to feel for my own
To establish my personal revolution
And I will leave you now will this heavy thought
And hope some of your words will be rethought
I hope you become a father to your son
And I know now that my life has just begun.
I was born a blank canvas
So enraged so careless
I was born a blank canvas
That was all before we were us
this was written by my amazing friend Cloud Cross; she showed me this, and this explains exactly what i've been through..0 commentsAugust 22nd, 2011
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Question;
what would you attempt if you knew you couldn't fail at what you attempted?3 commentsAugust 18th, 2011
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let your past make you better; not bitter.
0 commentsAugust 18th, 2011
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when you walk away i count the steps that you take, do you see how much i need you right now? when your gone the pieces of my heart are missing you when your gone the face that i came to know is missing too, when your gone the words i need to hear to get me through the day and make it okay.. i miss you..
i miss you being in my life.. you don't understand how much this is killing me without you here... i just wish things didn't end how they did.. its had me upset forever now it seems like.. i cry myself to sleep everynight../: this isn't fair. i don't deserve this.. i really don't. i don't get it either. this is just all so blind to me, i feel numb, am always crying my eyes out. i just wish i had you back. you made me complete.. i still love you and i always will. you mean the world to me even though you walked out.. i can't believe you did, but i guess shit happens right? /:0 commentsAugust 18th, 2011
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Mmmmmmmmmm before the rain happens. I love it. ♥
5 commentsAugust 9th, 2011
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Me and Nick;<3
I love him alreadyy;
Back from my little vacation with my brother, man do I miss him already.8 commentsAugust 8th, 2011
Ellissababy is a 16 year old female from United States.
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I don't care what people think about me, and if you mess with any of my close friends or my family; your messing with me too. I always got their back and they always got mine. That's what family and best friends are for. I love everyone in my life, they mean the world to me. I am pretty laid back and up for whatever comes my way. I am pretty easy to get along with unless you make me mad or mess with my family or friends. Then we got a problem. So if you wanna get to know me, message.