This was a freaking good night. Heading out tomorrow night and sunday. Any sydney siders (even though you will all be alseep. WEAK) heading into the cross this weekend gimmie a shout. Going to be hot hot hot.
This has basically been my life lately. Just going out and you know what.... I'm loving it.
Love is my oxygen.
My heart doesn't beat to push blood around my body.
My heart is perfectly symmetrical, it has two rounded curves at the top and reaches a point at the bottom. A shape that is never steady. There is no surface you can place my heart on that will allow it any kind of stability.
My heart is wrapped up with a bow. I big offensive god awful bow, one with curled ribbon and with those triangular edges.
My heart never was made for the sole purpose of being given as a gift. To be held in your hands and never let go.
My heart desires the care that only you can give it. That attention that no one else would want to pay it.
My heart currently resides within my chest. Not the one inside my ribs but the one at the foot of my bed. A chest that is always opened unlocked so anyone can steal it, have their time with it.
But they are not you. They may have my heart but my heart is not home with them.
My heart has an inscription carved into it along the side. "To you love always me"
Whoever "you" are my heart is yours. It always has been. It's not the heart i was first given. People have played with it, some rough. It is a little worse for wear BUT it is all yours for the taking if you dare.
Love "me"
To those of you who know me already know my biggest weakness.
To those of you who don't know me you would have never made it this far anyway so...
This is like the first date i think I've ever had. Like completely intentional, want to see what this fabulous person is like in a one on one setting kinda date.
See the lovely lady ive got my arm around she is all mine!
As you can all see. Totally alone. Again. Story of my life right? Seriously ladies you wanna make a guy happy cut the bullshit. stop playing the games and just make it obvious DO you want him or not?? So annoying.
I need sleep
What a difference a day makes
Travelling somewhere only to realise i have no idea where im going.
Looks like i have a mullet kinda. Hair cut soon i guess.
UGH IM so tired im up to get my brother to work. I think i might die. Got home pretty late last night after having a SCRREEEEEEAMER. Greatest night ever. Met so many people out, caught up with some friends who i missed so very much....
Im working today as well (dunno how im going to survive and actually talk to people :S )
Im going out again tonight probably going to be another late one. Looking forward to my recovery sunday though. So going to need it. If you dont see me again for another month it's not becuase ive forgotten to booth it's because im DEAD! lol so tiiiiired.
Feeling like the biggest slob right about now. House sitting for my sister. All alone in the house. Someone wanna come keep me company please?
I haven't posted in FOREVER!! it's been months. If the person who asked me to update this shiz doesn't comment imma snap some fools. You know who you are lol.
What should I do to entertain myself seeing as none of you fine people are actually going to come see me?