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So a lot has been going through my mind lately so I'm going to jot some of it down.
connections, connections with people.
I've made some very strong connections online mostly through DB, strengthened with Twitter and Facebook, with a little help from Tumblr.
All of these mean just as much to me as a "real" friend. I talk to friends I've met online daily. Not every single one daily but some i do. I've grown fairly close to some, one in particular it was very different than others. She passed away, i talked to her daily and I still think about her often. I think with online friendships someone passing is even harder to deal with you're just waiting for them to log back in and say "I missed you!" but they never will.
That's been on my mind for a few days :/
Also Sarah, the girl who went to China. She's been on my mind an insane amount, I wish me and her were together. I wish she had the time to put the same energy into something like what we had before. I wish I could get past the idea of me and her. She is the most beautiful, kind, honest, smart, logical, and caring person. After only two months of me and her dating we were lying on a couch together and she told me "you know me better than any one else in the world" we just had a connection where we could talk for hours. We'd lay down together at midnight talk until 2 or 3 sometimes later. I want that back...
