so i'm back in the pit of doom, the hell hole, the prison, alcatraz, azkaban..... school. and it's a nightmare. i'm ready for another summer holiday.
thank god for the weekend, yeah? i'm going to yew tree and to see muse with james on saturday, then to flamingo land on sunday. :') a fairly good line up, i'd venture.
so next year i've overfaced myself. i'm in year eleven, but as well as finishing my gcses, i'm doing maths psychology and drama at a-level.... what a joy.... i'm actually going to need to work hard. :/ not fun.
some changes need to be made. and it's not gonna be easy. but if things are easy, are they ever worth it?
Yesterday I performed spontaneous physical theatre in an art gallery, with my youth theatre company. I think it looks reaalllly spooky. Completely improvised, no rehearsal. HAVE A WATCH PLEASE.
If you were wondering, here's a shot of my weekend antics.
So. I got my GCSE results. Hooooraah. :)
I've been to Ibiza. It was really nice, and hot, and I met some nice people there.... I was all inclusive so I ate and drank everything in reach for a whole week. And now I'm fat, so the diet has begun. Yesterday, I've had a weetabix, a cuppa soup and now i'm having rice for tea. My stomach thinks my throat has been cut, seriously.
I've missed my friends this summer. I've caught up with my girls, and I saw the brilliant @WhatDoesJSay. We're going to raid WHSmith for school stationary on Tuesday, but he's going to take HOURS because he always does, deliberating...
Somebody I don't know anymore contacted me again. I feel confused and sloshy.
I despised year ten, in it's entirety. It was a horrible time to find myself in and to have to live out. We were certainly all ready for the summer. But I've decided that year eleven is going to be different.... hopefully it will be a success all round! I'm going to make it go my way.
A London picture that made me smile. Wtaf is my expression?
IT'S ME AND MA BIG FRECKLE @WhatDoesJSay!!!!!!!! And I've missed him, but he's home, and don't I know it: "...pay me attention, pay me attention, pay me attention..."
Tomorrow I am jetting off to sunny Ibiza!! <3 I can't wait, it's going to be lovely. And sunny. But we're all inclusive, and you know what that means. Cake on demand. I'm gonna be bigger than I already am when I come home. :| Diet starts... erm.... in September...
Lots of things are going to start in September. (: A-levels, Yew Tree, diet (haha) and I'm just gonna be a better person. That's the plan anyway... They're like, mid-year resolutions...
I've forgotten about all the nasty things that made me feel crummy. Optimism is definitely the way forward. :')
ONE LOVE x
You know when you wish you weren't bothered about something, so you say you're not, when you really are bothered...?
WELL I AM BOTHERED. REEEEALLY BOTHERED. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN BOTHERED.
:( You're a fool not to realise it.
I've dyed my hair, it's much darker and very different and I don't know if I like it yet.
I'm going to Sports Camp today, bring it onnnn. :) I've missed the people, and hopefully there'll be some new social dynamics?
I'm reading a scary book called The Haunting of James Hastings by Christopher Ransom..... it's so scary I actually have to put the book down sometimes... haha.
