so this is me yesterday, i've come a long looooong way since my first booth. i've overcome a lot in just over a year.
you may think by looking at this that i'm better, but i'm not 100%. i still hate my body but i prefer looking healthier than having hipbones jutting everywhere.
i just want you all to know that you shouldn't be ashamed of loving yourself, because that's where i went so wrong in the first place.
be proud to be who YOU are.
yes, i know i'm in my underwear, i'm not trying to show off my body and be sexy, read my other booths and you'll understand.
i'd just like to say, to anyone who's ever doubted me..
FUCK YOU. seriously.
i think the thing that fucked me up the most was my ex.
i fucking loved him. he was such a cunt to me, and i got really messed up over it.
my mum's an alcoholic, my dad is a druggie, my brothers wives hate eachother and its tearing us apart. my nephew died, i have quite a few friends with mental problems and eating disorders and i know it sounds vain but im quite fucking proud of myself that i'm still here.
i hate the fact i have the scars and bones to prove my past, but in a way it makes me feel stronger.
to anyone out there who is going through a rough time, you are NOT alone. people always say it but its true, if anyone EVER needs a chat about anything, PLEASE do not hesitate to mail me.
so fucking proud of myself!
uploading because i wanna show you all how far i've come ;D
so happy at the moment. i look almost normal [:
see you in a while dailybooth.
i've eaten so much today i feel like a fucking elephant.
i still WANT to get better, don't get me wrong, but i'm still feeling really down.
every day i'm just hauling this around on my shoulders and its fucking killing me.
i just want to be better NOW.
urgh. sorry dailybooth. i just need a rant.
i dont want this anymore. i want to walk down the street without people staring at me. i want to go into a shop and be able to buy size 8 clothes. i want to be able to walk into a shop and buy food and EAT it without being self conscious. i want to be NORMAL.
