having fun on the out, but lost on the in.
traveling somewhere, yet still to begin.
this is a photo curtsy of @snapshot,
strangely, the ghostliness of this photo seems to sum up my life atm.
i'm getting it together, i'm definitely happier, but i'm still not really here.
or anywhere for that matter.
for the first time in ages i feel good about myself,
and that's mainly due to how much i put myself into StickAid,
and how much of a positive response i got back.
they let me be happy and bouncy, without having to reveal how i am on the inside - i just tend to do that on here, write it down, feel better about it, and then try and get back to doing stuff.
I'm really looking forward to it, it's just a shame i'm so poor that i have to sponge of everyone else and organize it in a really shabby way. BUT HEY! it'll be worth it.
My advice to you lot is that if you can get to Birmingham for this gathering on friday, DO IT! I will be at Summer In The City, but I reckon this gathering will be a nicer way to meet people and get to know people. SitC is going to be great, but it's going to be so epic and big that it'll almost be impossible to really get to know anyone. So come BOOMPLANT! It's worth it.
Anyway. I'm good.
Just wish I wasn't ill right now.
And, OH FUCK RESULTS TOMORROW.
so my life changes forever tomorrow.
to uni? or not to uni?
that is the question.
my answer; right now i don't care, i just want to recover.
