okay i would like to take a second to rant.
this is my first time posting in a HELLA long time and i'm sorry to anybody who i used to talk to on here that may have thought i died or something.
but most importantly i was going through my facebook the other day and i came across something that really really hit me hard. On july 14th, 2010 i met a girl that changed my life. at this point she probably thinks im like a huge stalker for remembering here a year after we started talking but for some reason that i'm not aware of we stopped talking and it really hurt me. she probably doesnt know that it hurt me but it did because she meant a lot to me. um.. @oldwars if you are out there and would give me the time of day i would love more then anything to talk to you again. i doubt you still have my number or even remember me but if you do text me if im way beyond myself even posting this and you dont wish to talk to me then thats fine too i just really want to talk to you again. i hope you read this and you at least smile. thank you.