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    Face Time!!

    Am I allowed to write that? Well, I show you my face and I'm not trying to sell anything so, who cares.

    Bad face month seems to be over. Thank G, because I'm applying for a job and they need to know my looks. But let me tell you, it was a long way to this picture...

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    September 2nd, 2011

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    Let's ignore the way I look.

    Feeling like I'm having a bad face month. Had a picture for my new ID taken on Monday and it turned out horrible! It's no longer allowed to smile and when my face is relaxed ppl tend to run away scared.

    Plus, I let my hair do whatever it wants. I grew out my bangs and wait for the rest to grow long enough for it to have the ends cut safely. (Meaning it has to pass my shoulders so it won't break again when I cut the dry ends. Sorry for my crappy English but my brain's so slow lately, I suck at both, English and German.)

    I'm hoping for a time I feel comfortable with taking my picture again. I've gained so much weight lately, I look kinda weird. Maybe I should only take pictures of my feet. Wearing Converse. Rocks.

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    August 31st, 2011

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    It's been a while...

    New glasses, longer (and still wet) hair, new location. I'm sitting on my boyfriend's shiny new balcony (they finished building it just a few hours ago) enjoying the first sunny day since - long ago.

    I know I haven't updated in a while, but I just didn't feel like updating anything. My Twitter's starving, too. I have not much to tell. The only real news are what you see, new glasses, new hair. (What you can't see is the new dress. I bought it last month and then summer kinda turned into an early fall and today is the first day it's warm enough to wear it. Feels weird.

    Anyway, what news do you have? Still miss @kleinervogel like da bloody hell.

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    July 27th, 2011

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    Red it is!

    Okay, have to admit my hair is not that red. It's way darker. But I was lazy the other day and this is the color I've wanted to get for more than ten years. And a girl's allowed to have dreams, right?

    Show me your hair. Color, haircut, beard, whatever!

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    April 4th, 2011

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    Back "home"...

    Sad, broken, clueless, scared, angry and disappointed in certain people.

    This picture was acutally taken this morning at my sister's place. Far, far away from here. I wasn't happy there but at least I wasn't constantly thinking about my balcony being on 6th floor.

    Anyways: This is the doll I got for my birthday from @kleinervogel. She made it for me. It's called Püppi. Whenever I leave "home" for a while, she's with me. (Have to admit this was the first time since I got her, but I'm working on it...)

    The time at my sister's was great but unfortunately I had to come back today.

    I wanna go back.

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    March 10th, 2011

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    Today I had like the hardest day ever. Got some news that took away the last hope that kept me sane. So I practically broke down, not knowing what to do.

    But then I decided to ask my family and my friends for help. My sister instantly invited me and my bunny to come to her and spend some days at her and her bf's place. So we're going on a train tomorrow.
    My boss helps me paying the ticket.
    My best friend here fed me earlier, offered her help to fight for my right and also distracted me for some hours so that I could finally stop crying and acutally laugh.
    I'm still amazed about how many people keep sending me encouraging messages on Twitter. It just doesn't stop.

    But @kleinervogel did the most, already back in 2007. I only needed to look down to be reminded of our promise and stand up fucking tall. Until The End of Everything we said. And that's it.

    <3

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    February 24th, 2011

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    Finally!

    It's warm enough to wear a skirt and my favorite stockings in the world.

    I was out with some of my Twitter friends today and I was so happy that I asked one of them to snap a picture of my legs (my camera sucks when it's dark...). Happy happy!

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    February 6th, 2011

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    Thank Dailybooth, I found my webcam!

    Before Xmas I won a new webcam, but the cable is too short to put it to my screen so I never know where it is. It's just plugged and that's it. But then I went to DB to see if there's something new and now I know where it is! It's lying on my desk!

    You can see, the blinds are down. It's night, but they're always down. Why? Because.
    You can also see some parts of my desk lamp. Which is acutally useless because it's always off. It's too dark so I don't need. it. Its only purpose is to hold my earphones when I don't need them.
    Last thing you see: my calender. It's a My Chemical Romance calender from 2007. August. Why August? Because back then, @kleinervogel and some of our friends from other parts of Germany came over and we decided that Ray Toro wasn't hot enough so me glued Gerard Way's head on his. Looks funny and is a great souvenir.

    That's the story of my lost webcam. Exciting, isn't it?

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    February 4th, 2011

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    Emergency in Costatropolis!

    Yesterday I noticed a huge hole in my favorite pants. My black skinnies! They're 2 yrs old and I really love them. :(

    Good luck I noticed while I was out shopping with a friend so I hurried to the next shop. I actually hate shopping, especially pants, but well, I only own one other pair and I don't wanna talk about it. (They hate me...) Again I was lucky, found a pair within 10 seconds and tried it. So, in less than 5 minutes I had a new pair of pants.

    But...

    It's bootcut. It's blue.

    It's been four years since I last wore blue jeans. Or bootcut. Grey or black skinnies, I love them!
    When I was out today, it felt a bit weird looking down. Like a stranger's pair of legs growing out of my coat.

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    February 1st, 2011

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    Yes, I'm bored.

    This is the view I have when I'm sitting at my computer. My desk used to be a makeup table so I have to look at my face when I decide to spend some time online.
    Look at all those notes... There's one telling me when the cable car leaves and I honestly have no clue what the others are about. But I keep them; they might be important.
    ´
    Isn't it great to spent Saturday evening at home?

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    January 22nd, 2011