So this guy was my first love... We were together for two and a half years and we broke p a year and a half ago. This is to let you guys know that it doesn't get any easier, all the bullshit stories? Nah nobody EVER compares to your first love. I gave up everything for him, sometimes I just want to grab him and tell him I still care, I still have feelings... But he wouldn't care, I don't matter to him anymore. I was even so cowardly I had to write this on a social website that I know he doesn't use. Truth is, Jack... I still love you and I have a feeling I will for a long, long time yet, it's not that I want you back, I just miss our friendship... We're strangers now and I just pray that you won't ever forget me because I'll never forget you. Other guys will come and go, but you taught me what love is, you still have that piece of me that noone else will have... I just want you to know how special you really are and how much you deserve out of life, good luck with everything.