Typed a Resume. Typed a cover letter. Applied to Apple. Ran 6 Miles. Watched 4 episodes of Arrested Development. All since 3. And now im Eating. I. AM. PRODUCTIVE. or at least thats what i'm telling myself.
I did finally get to hang out a little with @segnito for like an hour and a half! so that was nice. :D
Today has continued to suck.
Now I have sign language class.
Then I hope it stops raining so I can go run.
Oh, and "Charlie Brown" on the new Coldplay CD might just be the best song ever in the history of the world. I'm just sayin. It's AMAZING!
Can't turn it off repeat.
I can hear "Arrested Development" beckoning me to come and re-watch every episode. So...I must. It's just that good.
I have NO idea what is wrong with me today. I haven't felt this anxious and depressed in a LONG time. I really hate this feeling, but i'm also in meds to try to alleviate this, but apparently they don't want to work today. This is awful.
Usually, I'm happy and in a good mood...but today is completely the opposite. And i have nothing but hatred for these emotions.
I literally barely made it through my last class, because my anxiety was on level 10. Was actually starting to shake towards the end of class.
Fuck today. I want to go lie in bed and not get up until class tomorrow. :(
Halloween makes me fat. I hate it. BUT this is the best candy in the worlddddd! :D
Being alone all the time with candy is probably a bad idea.
I've also realized that I am the most awkward flirter ever. Probably just because i'm awkward in general. UGH. this does not help my 'not having a boy' problem. :\
"You always feel ashamed, that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts."