Texting the wrong person, which resulted in me basically telling my friend that i couldn't get to sleep as i was thinking about her so much...FML
And also, me trying to make things better by asking her 'can i talk to you?' which i'm sure made her feel a lot more awkward than she already was...good one dan : /
The good Parts:
Well i suppose there were some good parts to my day as well : )
I met my best friend for the first time in a week or so, and we had a decent chat which was pleasing.
I saw a girl called Jenfrom my old school on my bus today for the first time in ages... used to have a crush on her and all i can say is...she still has it (Y)
And A LOT of people complimented me on my growing a beard, everyone told me that it made me look more older and mature, and i asked them if this was a good thing? they all said YES...XD
And i suppose, I think I've said everything i have to say now, my feelings are clear, and to be fair to the girl, she's always been clear and nice with me, she just dosen't seem interested, which sucks, but now at least i'm not going to do anything else, if she changes her mind I will probably still be here, but I'm not going to wait forever for her so i guess we will see.
Maybe the only thing that would make me feel a little better is if i could have a completely honest answer to this question...
Why are you so scared of giving me a chance?
Do you have a question you wish you could have an honest answer to?
Share it with me...please : )
xxxx
P.S. i know this was a more personal booth than normal but i'm in a fairly good mood, and i just have a feeling of 'why not?' :)
Also i felt a little bad as i think i made @laza and @rebeccamorris think the assessment we had was gonna be mega hard...plus it was closed book...oh shiz!
So I made a copy of all the questions and saved a copy of my answers if they want to see? It really wasn't that bad at all, just that the moxk we did was super hard! : )
And..... I came to a decision as well...
Tomorrow i'm going to have one last tlook at finding a job, if i can't get one i will volunteer at a charity shop since i already get more than enough college bursary to keep me for the month : )
AND FINALLY
I LOVE BON IVER. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Hope you're all having a good January, mine is starting to get much better xD
