why is that people are only there to break you down?
i have wronged very few people in my life but still i seem to get victimised
since from an early age i put up with and suffered from bullying, and all through high school. and here is me thinking that when i get to uni, people will accept me for who i am, but no.
people still think i am weird and gain pleasure for putting me down for the way i am and what i like.
so what if i am a bit weird and like metal music, doesn't make me any less of a person, even more than some of the people who pick on me
i just thought we had all grown out of that by the time we were like 15.
martin scorsese has done it again, just came back from seeing shutter island and it was amazing.
although im feeling rather sad and reminiscent right now. remembering a time when things were a lot easier to handle and i was a lot happier.
not that im not happy now, its just a different type of happy.
need to find me a woman, its been far too long. any takers? i joke.
but how come i can speak to a girl about anything but when i have feelings that have built over a long time for the girl, i begin stuttering.