I was reading this book - A year in the MERDE(= A year in the shit)Actually,,, I wasn't in the shit for only 1 year but 4 years. I wasn't a good student. I met a lot of wrong and random people. I have emotional issues... self-doubt...and I found out I could only build love with friends, not with men.
I have grown up. Time to take some responsibilities of what I have done.
La nuit blanche is pure shit.... being ditched twice...It's chinese mid-autumn festival as well
I thought I could play some candles n lantern n shit...I thought I could meet some inspiring people...but none...so bored...Im not saying im the best, but I do believe im so much better than all those bitches...
What's up with this Chinese chick?
I am here to talk about feelings.
Feelings that I've been hiding from everyone.
Feelings that could help to define myself
I am actually looking for my soul.
I needa make myself into a person I like.
