wow i haven't been on this in a looong time.
-well, i'm 15 now haaha.
-I found out that I got D's in all of my GCSE'S that I took early :(!
- I have new hair
:D
so exhausted, tiring day.
for a start ALL of the camera's that recorded the show that we did were stolen, so i spent half the afternoon crying over that.
and i have a french speaking exam tomorrow which i HAVEN'T revised for, :(
today was a good day for me..
except for the fact we had a whole school photograph(1,500 people!) that SUCKED, if you moved your hands from by your side you we're charged like £75! which is ridiculous..
how was your day? :D
what a lovely sunny day.
it's a shame the majority of that .. (for me), will be spent in my room, cleaning it.
i really wanted to go out with my friends, but they're all busy, DAMNN.
I'm fed up of trying to fit in. it's killing me it really is. fed up of feeling like if I do something wrong EVERYONE is going to be-friend me. If I work hard in class I'll get called a nerd. That when I smile I get laughed at and called 'buck tooth'. That I can't tell people that I'm in the school play because 'that's what losers do'... I've decided I'm going to do my own thing. Stand out. If I loose friends then so be it.... This is me without any make-up on, smiling. All the people who called me a 'loser' and 'laughed at me'... suck on this.
WHO'S A LUCKY MOTHER?
anyway, went shopping for my mums 'mothers day' presents today. we ended up buying her: a HUGE card; a small-er sized card; a bowl of flowers; a picture frame with pictures of me and my brother in; quality streets; a balloon and 'simple' shower gel. It was so funny making my brother carry round a bag that was practically bigger than him *chuckles*
.. anyway: I've been REALLY busy this week with 'footloose' rehearsals, show night is on Wednesday eeek! and i got a letter today saying i have an after school detention Wednesday and i am SOOOOO ANNOYED about that, one thing is for sure. I REFUSE to do an after school detention.
Today WAS a stressful day!
i got up to go to a rehearsal for footloose! i was meeting my friend at 9:45AM .. i rung her and she was still in bed! she'd forgot to put her clock forwards! .. after half an hour of waiting we finally got there but was late!
Rehearsal was boooring! .. but the show is really coming together
The show is in 1 week! eeeeeek!
EVERYBODY CUT, EVERYBODY CUT, FOOTLOOSE!
.. Whats your favourite musical!?
OMG it's two days untill my birthday, i shall be turning 14 :D. i am so excited, i have asked for a blackberry. I am counting down the days.
On the other hand, i have started school again today, my lessons are good, but i have started my gcse's this year, and i'm REALLY nervous!! i'm scared i'll fail.. well wish me luck
peace ;D
