I don’t have any siblings I'm close to. I don’t have any friends. I don’t have anyone to talk to.
I feel invisible. Like I don’t matter. I cry myself to sleep every night and wonder why I’m here. I’ll write about it here. I’ll talk it through here. And maybe I’ll find a way to survive.
i bought a new top (thats basically a jumper and VERY impractical for this weather) and some new sunglasses that make me look like a fly.
and some new makeup that you cant really see, its eyeshadow and lipgloss. and a white flower for my hair and lots of postcards for non-devon friends.
SUCCESSFUL TRIP WAS SUCCESSFUL.
