Look! It's a photo from Saturday, my sisters wedding it was amazing. She walked down the aisle to Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros, well an instrumental version used by the BBC, it was beautiful and so was she.
But right now I'm feeling down again because in two hours I'll be on the train back to London, probably to work 7 days or more in a row. FUN TIMES. Or should I say LONELY TIMES.
Oh well, please talk to me :) @ESTOLPR@nomnoms@BECKS365@TurnItUp@JustSophiee@ohhkayy@drfaggot@rosiemarykathleen@mistypatricia@murfittt
Hi there..
So yeah I'm okay.
Since I last boothed I went home and saw my friends :D I was so happy! Sam, my best friend, met me at the station and we were gunna go for a midnight walk then BOOM Libby and Jo had come along too and were hiding round the corner I was so shocked! I was actually speechless and almost cried with happiness.
But yeah thats in the past now. I'm here in London again still feeling shit 90% of the time.
Although I have booked a holiday, a week in Crete with my mum :) Yes I know I'm a loner. I'm 19 and should be going Ibiza with friends or something. Oh well. Anyway I'm still hoping to go Berlin later in the year. That'll probably be by myself, DEFINITELYNOTALONER!
LOOK HOW SHORT MY HAIR IS!
Okay, I don't know what to say now, even though lately I've thought of lots of stuff to rant about.
I'm still lonely.
Went ortho's yesterday and should be getting braces off next time. I've been looking at holidays with mum today, think I might go on holiday with the parents. I'll probably still go Berlin at some point this year but I can see myself getting bored if I go to a hot place for a weeks holiday alone.
I miss my friends still, now over two months since I've seen anyone, well except for Harriett a couple of weeks ago but yeah it's shit.
Not looking forward to going to my sauna of a room in London tonight.
Anyway, how's life?
OH yeah and i'm a GENIUS, yesterday a virus randomly appeared on my laptop removing all software but today I fixed it BOOM GENIUS.
Here's a quote I found in a book called "Shit happens, get over it" (It was in the style of the "Keep Calm and Carry On" books..)
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass: it's about learning to dance in the rain.
Oh dear, I look horrible when I smile..
Oh well, today was nice, walked to Oxford Street, bought some jeans, went to Covent Garden, I love the street performers so much. If I had a talent for performing I think I'd do that. Then tonight I went to Ask for dinner, to start with I was sat next to these two women mid 20s probably, the one opposite me had MASSIVE boobs, which were falling onto the table. She'd been taken on a romantic day to the aquarium then to TGI fridays and was moaning about how shit it was because "it was a days for 8 year olds". Ungrateful cow. She later mentioned how she's part of the production team for The Only Way is Essex, which is explained her slight Essex girl persona. These two were later replaced by an older couple, the man reminded me a lot of the guy from the Aviva adverts, you know.. "Greeeen arrrmy" and the one about dancing.. I laughed at something he said about Lego then he was like "Carry on eating you!" then later he asked what the cereal on my top are, and I was like "err Shreddies?" :S to which he debated with me and his woman whether they were actually called that or not.
Anywayyyyy I've got another day off tomorrow woo :D
Oh look, I'm home again.. But I'll be back in London soon.
I've been back to see my sister, won't see her again til her wedding, fuck that's come around quick..
Do you like my snow patrol hoodie? THEY WERE FUCKING AMAZING, like the best gig ever.
How am I feeling, I don't even know anymore. Work was better this week but today I saw my old media teacher and told him what I was doing and he was like "ooh living the dreaaam?" And I was like "err yeh I guess." I need to stop overthinking. @ESTOLPR@nomnoms@BECKS365@TurnItUp@JustSophiee@ohhkayy@drfaggot@rosiemarykathleen@mistypatricia
Hey there! :)
LOOK I'm back home well only for a few more hours now :/ because I'm going tonight instead of in the morning because I'm worried about the potential snow tonight.
Weirdly I think my skin on my face looks really good here like spotfree and not messed up eyebrows.
Back to the topic of snow, well loosely, SNOW PATROL ON SUNDAY! So excited, actually not been this excited in forever :P
It's been weird coming back this time different emotions to last time, not sure whether it's because i've not met up with friends or something but it's just different..
Hello there :)
This is me, my hair cut, me trying a new style with the whole shirt and long sleeve top underneath look, listening to Laura Marling and my awesome calendar in the background. It's a lego calendar, but it reminds me of those vegetable comedy birthday cards if you know the ones I mean? This month it says "Claire waited till Valentines Day to tell Brian exactly how she felt.." in the picture is CRUSH in big letters with Claire ( a lego woman stood on top of the letters shouting "I've got a massive crush on you!" and Brian is being crushed by the letters. I love it!!
It reminds me that this month is that amazing day which pressures happiness into so many couples so I'm glad in a way that it'll be another year without a valentine. But ofcourse I'd love it if I was wrong and I did have someone who I could be romantic with.
Anyway this week was pretty routine.
BUT NEXT SUNDAY I'M SEEING SNOW PATROL OMFG FHGHFDHDTSHCNJAGYRUO!!! I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS EXCITED IN FUCKING AGES.
Anywhoooo how're you?
Also have you got Twitter? Let me know and I'll follow you! @ESTOLPR@nomnoms@BECKS365@TurnItUp@JustSophiee@ohhkayy@drfaggot@rosiemarykathleen@mistypatricia
Hello there :) I'm sat in Caffe Nero near Covent Garden. Todays been a sucky day.
Nothing major just lots of little things
Went to find housekeeping to get laundry tokens to clean my clothes = weird maintenance man says she's busy come back in an hour.
Go to Dr's to register with gp = man looks at all my forms and says yeah that's great but we only do registrations between 2 and 3.
Go back to hotel to find housekeeping = walk all over the hotel and can't find anything.
So i trek to the other side of London to a Maplin shop to get my laptop tv tuner fixed = they have no replacements in store so I get a bus to another store half hour away.
At the other shop = they do exactly the same as i had to try and set it up and it works. = Wasted journey as nothing was wrong apparently.
Go to the Dr's again = they say it's fine but I need to go back in a week to finalise it.
Go to Carphone warehouse to get my dongle sorted, they say you need to phone customer service. FUCK SAKE WORLD.
So....
Last booth in Peterborough for a while...
About 5 hours ago I was more excited than nervous about moving now I'm more scared and sad.
I don't even know what to say I just want to explode. HELP? So yeahh next time I booth I'll show you my new room, hopefully it's decent.
