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    today im boothing a picture from well over a year ago..
    im blonde in this picture, in my last booth i said i was ginger, but im actually very dark brown now haha.

    This evening i realised something. well actually it was only about half an hour ago.
    i realised the only times i ever get really angry or irate about something, is when its one of my best friends.
    they never do anything personally to get to me, just little they do makes me so angry. and i dont mean to get so annoyed about it, i just do.

    i also dont ever understand WHY people who weigh like 7 stone moan that theyre fat. i know everybody has body issues but you literally are half the size of a normal person. all i want to do is buy lots of junk food and make you eat it all and make you really really really fat.

    sorry if i offend any people who weigh 7 stone, or anyone who eats lots of junk food to get fat.
    i love you all.

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    April 19th, 2012

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    this is the first time i've used DB this year. Mainly because i don't have a lot of time on my hands, but partly because i can't be bothered haha :')
    can't really see in the picture because its dark but i'm actually ginger now. it was orange like bright bright orange but its faded alot.
    pretty happy with it though, never thought i would actually want to be ginge (Y)

    i got a message the other day asking why i dont booth anymore, so ima explain.
    when i first signed up, i used it pretty much everyday, because i wanted to see everyone elses booths and read about people and stuff.
    after a while, i didnt really enjoy it anymore and i realised i mainly used it to vent.
    i come here every so often and write down everything im feeling and how happy or depressed i am, then i leave it for months.
    and i also decided that noone really cares about anyone else on here, they just want their own photos to be looked at.
    the internet is a selfish place and by using DB im being a selfish person.

    rant totally over.
    so ive been ridiculously haooy for almost 7 months now. he makes my life worth living. i still get butterflies everytime he looks at me and i act like a giggling little girl all the time :')

    and i reallly reallly want subway right now. <3

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    April 8th, 2012

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    So, i've kinda abandoned DB. I can't use it on my ipod, and i don't really go on any laptops anymore.
    But a lot happened since my last booth.
    I cut my hair all off, and went dark again.
    I have 2 new tattoos, and got my nose repierced.
    I have the most wonderful boyfriend.
    I'm actually happy :')
    I don't have much else to say, except sorry I left all you beautiful people, and i'll try and come back asap :)
    Love you. <3 xxxx

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    October 11th, 2011

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    totally looking gross right now.
    my life seems to have gotten pretttty boring.
    i work, and go to college, and go out occasionally.
    but thats it.
    and i only ever see Jasmin and Felicity and Maria.
    Rarely anyoneelse.

    suckstobeme.

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    May 20th, 2011

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    so yeah, dyed my hair.
    nomorered XD

    getting my tattoo on wedesday. and my nose redone.

    we had thunder and lightening. i cried :( i fucking hate it :(

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    May 6th, 2011

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    mybestfriends<3

    ifeellikeshittoday:(
    needacigarette.

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    April 11th, 2011

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    I WANT THIS TATTOO NOW <3

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    April 8th, 2011

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    tired of everything.
    Im tired of being so alone.
    I have my best friends. but they have their own lives. they have their own problems to be caring about.
    i seem to be a complete dissapointment to you. im the last one to know everything. you tell everyone else all the things i should be told. but you dont tell me these things. and we cant talk about it. because the betrayal would be so obvious
    i was able to tell everything to you, and talk to you about anything and now you've gone. and dont care. i pushed him away and i dont quite understand how.
    .
    i realised that im still inlove with my ex boyfriend. as much as i hate admitting it, i miss him like crazy. i cant live the way i am for much longer. i feel like a fly, trapped in a spiders web. and nomatter how hard i try, i cant escape.
    iwanttobreakfree,

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    March 30th, 2011

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    I shaved the side of my head again last night.
    (Y)

    And this is my new tattoo.
    Well its not really new, i got it like 2 weeks ago.

    But anyways.
    I'm going to see Justin Bieber on sunday :)

    CommentFollowLove <3

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    March 4th, 2011

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    this is most definatly me looking like a dick.

    back from Wales, pretty amazing time with the two bestest friends, Matthew, Jack, and Connor :D


    some people said to me before i got my first, DONT GET TATTOOS THEYRE ADDICTIVE.
    And i didnt believe them.
    and i now have 2, having got one last week.
    and i ALREADY want a new one. :/
    Bad times.


    My grammar is shit right now.
    I need sleeep.
    Goodnight <3

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    February 27th, 2011