My baby boy, he's so beautiful.
Quite frankly very low at the moment. I've never been so hurt in all my life and it's by the one person that i trusted the most. I never thought that this would happen and now i've got to decide on how to live the rest of my life. With or without them. I know full well i cannot live without them but i'm not sure that staying will do me any good. My life is rather fucked up and i wish that i could rewind time.
Genuinely never thought i could feel this low and hurt, especially when i've got such an amazing son. but i do.
I want to be able to forgive and forget but its not that easy.
Hoping and preying that they fight their damn hardest to sort this out.
