I wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride,
to see nothing in the light,
or turn it off in all my spite.
In all my spite, I'll turn it off.
And the worst part is before it gets any better, we're heading for a cliff.
And in the free fall I will realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom.
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My cat in the snow yesterday :)
He's the cutest thing xD
Normally, I hate snow. Don't really see the appeal, but I don't know, yesterday, it just look so nice. I had to go and just PLAY in it! :D
It was great. :) But I don't think I'll be doing it again anytime soon...
Had one of the worst weeks...
One of my closest friends is refusing to talk to me, says he's "proving a point". But I can't figure out what that point is if he doesn't talk to me. I've tried ringing him, texting him, face to face, and he won't even look at me.
Running out of ideas now.
I don't want to wait for it to be sorted out on HIS terms :/
Been reaaaally ill for the past couple of days, so here's a photo from last quite a while ago, can't remember when :)
The guys name is James Wedgwood (: one of my best friends, I love him to pieces. Back to school to see him today (:
Missing youuuu
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(: a picture just isn't going to happen todaaaay.
So, this is from a beach in Cornwall earlier this year. My best friend is on the right and I'm in the middle. Until last year, we had been at the same school. Then we both left and went our separate ways, both to boarding school, but different boarding schools. Best friends for 12 years, and now I never see her. To top it off, she never makes an effort to speak to me any more. Last night, I got really upset about it, it got to about midnight, and I started writing her a letter. Ended up ripping it up this morning, it's not worth it.
:"(
I miss her.
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