i wish i felt pretty without photoshop. maybe someday. this is me being thrilled at school today. i really didnt want to be there today. ive been spending my nights talking to friends on tiny chat lately. its nice and it makes me feel less lonely. i never use my own tiny chat room because no one ever comes in there cuz lets face it.. im pretty boring lol... although @angure did come in once which was greatly appreciated so thanks :D haha. ive been reading up on Westboro baptist church a lot today for some reason. im not sure why i have been since it makes me so furious but after all... they do have freedom of speech. juss dunno why they have to be such assholes hha AMURRICA, FRICK YEAH!
im out.
Having my first ever manic episode. I got off a heavy medication annnnd now im able to feel manic episodes. its quite weird. ive always been on a lot of heavy meds so i could never experience them but now i can and its lovely. I am so happy :D and im feeling very creative... i played keyboard and made music ALL DAY LONG. haha im so hyper and talkative which is the EXACT OPPOSITE of how i usually am. Drained and quiet. ;ksadhjf;oasdjf lol hope everyone is having a fantastic day! PEACE OFF.
lol I love this sweatshirt. Possibly the coolest UCO sweatshirt there is in the barnes and noble store. and probably one of the most expensive lol but it was a birthday present and it wasnt that much because my moms discount. anyway ima stop talking about my sweatshirt lol. Ive been pretty swell the past few days with the exception of a few hours yesterday.BUT i AM going through an intense mediation change so ill accept the few hours of bad day because for what im changing im doing pretty damn good :D in other words.. im completely off one of my medications and doing awesome! its so exciting . also its exciting that im off of the medicine that made me gain all this weight (70 freaking pounds) so hooopeefully i will start to lose weight. I just have to be patient. I would love to weigh 130 again. thatd be nice.Well now that ive rambled on for the morning.. ima go to school. Peace Off
Well been at the boyfriends since last night after my mom went freaking crazy. Appointment with my psychologist tonight. NOT excited. o well though.I have to go so I might as well get over it.My moms gonna pick me up from his house so hopefully she has calmed down since yesterday. my guess is she has. Not sure what this face is about but i dont really care.
went to gamestop last night at midnight to get Assassins Creed Revelations for my boyfriend and he just got home so now i get to sit here and watch him play allll day. O....JOY. i just LOVE watching my boyfriend play video games. NOT. o well though. boys will be boys. Im lucky to have him so i shouldnt complain. Sorry if people in love make you sick. @angure does your dad have a dailybooth now? anyhow ima go ...do..something...other than this.
So we've had earth quakes every day for 4 days in a state where there is never earth quakes. I dislike earth quakes. Some scientists are saying that these series of small earth quakes are just the earth quakes that come before a REALLY BIG earth quake. I hope thats not true cuz the earth quake saturday was really scary. This picture is irrelevant to this post but whatever..most of my pictures are. I had stew for dinner at my friend's house I am SO full. A lot of roads were closed down today do to flooding. Yep we had tornados yesterday as well as the earth quake. Its getting a little ridiculous. So. yep. ima go.
I hate the morning but i'm still alive so I've got something to smile about.. (most of the time) lol. Going to the university today to meet my boyfriend. These days the only time i can see him is if i go to the university. It blows but its okay. Anyhow.. ima go.
playing around with different makeup ideas for halloween.. Thank you youtube.and yes i know i know its not Halloween but i couldn't resist . . i was having so much fun :D
Got my leopard accessories for halloween costume today :) Im so excited for Halloween even though I'm not doing anything but going to the Ghouls Gone Wild Parade the day before and that is where i shall where my leopard attire. Wish I had more to look forward to this week. Going into the clinic tomorrow. My lung has been inflamed for a month now and it's not getting better with the antibiotics i've been on so it's back to the drawing board.woo. i love going to the doctor. -__-
