The past three days have been terrible.
Every night when I'm alone I start thinking about coming out and I'll cry and cry for long periods of time. I seriously don't know what to do.
Yesterday I told myself, "That's it, I'm not doing it." Then I think of how I want to finally be myself so I end up hurting even more. I have a couple more days until my parents come back from Mexico and once I see them, it's going to break me inside that I have to finally tell them.
I want to stop crying and stop hurting, but I guess I'm just preparing myself for the worst...
What could I do?
'Cuz I seriously don't know how I'm going to make it...
