The past 6 months has basically been a waste of me time, apart from learning from it. Now all i can do and want to do is move on with my life and be completely comfortable and happy again, and it might take a while but i know i am better off this way. I hate him for what he has done to me, but it just goes to show you can't even trust people that you thought you loved. Moving on to bigger and better things now, and no looking back. Period.