"mum i need a new scalpel mines too blunt"
so i get this, so sharp, so shiny.
She thinks i want to make cards
no, i just want to slice up my body some more.
This is my bye bye DB booth.
Tomorrow I am going back into hospital, 2 hours away from home.
Im scared, but i know i need it. maybe i can make things work this time.
Thank you to all the people that have been constantly supporting me, i will be staying on facebook so will keep in touch with those who have me as a friend, and will be willing to add any new people :)
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