I find it hilarious how everytime I wear "face makeup," such as foundation, concealer, powder, you know... its all wiped away at the end of the day. LOL.
today sucked. It was picture day, and I ended up crying right before I got called to take my picture. Keep in mind i never have cried at school before, except the one time I burned my arm with hot ramen.. but that was physical not emotional.. and i didnt cry in front of anyone either. lololl.. well so last week my art teacher told me to research portraits for my concept, since I told her my concept was going to be something about the image of people... and idk i just wanted to draw peoples faces... so my assignment was to think and write about it, do a drawing, and do the research. Well, halfway through the week, i decided i didn't want to do that concept anymore..... so i decided to make my concept about abstract art vs. realistic/technical art... since thats something i was really interested in, and that kind of concept can really relate to anything. so when i told her that i changed it a bit today, she said i cant keep changing my ideas or else its going to look like 8 different people drew my artwork. I said okay and promised not to change it again, and showed her my completed piece that was due this week and my journal work with writing in it. but then she asked me if i did any research, and i said no, since i didnt want to do portraits any more. but I dont think she heard me correctly because she gave me this look and started writing on something that looked like a detention slip and told me to sign it. I was really upset about this but I wasn't going to argue, since that would just make it seem like I was talking back to her. after that she told me I chose not to do my assignment and that I'm gonna end up getting really bad grades if I dont do what the teachers suggest. I wasnt really sure where she was going so I said okay and went back to my seat as another student went up there. I was really upset, but I didn't think i was going to cry, and i didnt until my friend patty saw my face and probably heard our whole discussion and asked me if I was okay. You might not have seen our "secrets" video but I cant stand that. I said yeah, but she didn't believe me, and asked me again, ARE YOU REALLY OKAY? (because i didnt seem like it) and i was just like thanks a lot because I started to cry and I wasnt wearing waterproof mascara! and once i started i just couldnt stop because i felt so pathetic and patty was trying to be all comforting and that always makes it worse and my teacher could probably see everything as well as the rest of the class and I had almost gotten control of myself when I looked at what she wrote on the slip and it said that I was "not completing my weekly goals" and that I said that I "didn't want to" do my assignment when she asked if I had and then i started crying all over again because thats not what happened and i would have done it if I knew it was that big of a deal and i thought it didnt apply if i had changed my concept and it also said that i was "in danger of failing" and asked for my parents to sign and I had signed it as well but i hadnt read it so now she has proof that that really happened when it didnt happen the way she wrote it and when i tried to talk to her after class i just started crying again and she told me to listen to the teachers and to do my work and that it wasnt the end of the world but it might as well be because this sucks and Im just not the kind of person to be in this situation because i dont know how to handle it since i havent been in this situation anymore and isnt it hard to learn now?
And now im wondering if anyone else has more humiliating school stories that would make me feel better but probably you wouldnt want to share them. I HATE TODAY.
this is really old! haha I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON CONFUSION
i think its the lack of homework to tell you the truth.
wondering what i would turn into a horcrux. I would probably make the 7 harry potter books into my horcruxes.
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