Can't sleep, 4:24 am. Inspired by a few talks I am watching online right now.
I am trying to figure out how to stop lying to myself. I am trying to figure out what I really want to do for the rest of my life.
What do you all do when you are trying to decide these things, but have 10 things you enjoy doing - but can't pick one? How do you know which one is just that completely real completely honest decision?
Anyone interested in starting a DB Book club? First official one hasn't been made as far as I know. So, be a parta DB history and let's do this! Any takers?
Doing a bit of work, starting our new project. Actually registering on Kickstarter right now to see if we can get funding, because living in North Carolina makes it hard to get in front of investors.
First picture taken from my net-book! Really love it. It is an HP Mini and I love using it for small things like checking email and keeping a constant stream of my IM's and tweets and such open during the day while I am working without using precious system resources that I'd need for Photoshop and Dreamweaver.
Very refreshing. I can't wait to get my iPad tho :) Oh how I feel like my 'browsing-the-web' life will be changed after I get that bad boy.
Okay so in the light of the holidays, I have to ask... what is your most wanted piece of tech gadgetry for this year? ;)
I'm having a bit of a moral quandary, and I need somebodies help please.
This girl I know said her friend thinks I am falling in 'love' with her, because of what they talk about apparently (about me of course)... The problem is tho that I am honestly falling for her really hard, but I can't. I can't be in 'love' again and have my heart broken and it happens every time, so what do I do? (She asked me straight up and I said i'll talk to her when she gets home hence why I ask all of you)
A) Pretend it never happened, that they are talking crazyness?
B) Admit that I am falling for her, and possibly put myself out there to be hurt AGAIN
C) Lie and say that I have friendly feelings for her, and hope that it builds to a point where she reciprocates my loving feelings in the future
D) Face the facts that I can't have my heart broken again due to the fact that I'll never be able to trust another girl and tell her that, but don't peruse the action any further (Basically B & C together)
I really need someones help, I don't have a single person in this entire world to talk to right now and I have no friends to discuss this with... this girl is my only friend, and I really need someones advice please.
A little compressed Pu-erh Tea, from the Fujian Province in China. Incredibly delicious and a heavy 'earth' flavor. A lot of people often say it tastes like you got your ass kicked in the forest, and your face smashed into the mudd. Haha and pretty close that description is!
Anyway, I am setting up a lil update session which I am running on a few games and then working on a client's website tonight. Gotta get it up and online or active so that I can get my check cashed from them tomorrow. Oh, the funsies of working from home lol - not really, because I don't start work until after 11pm ever. I think there was once a quote that just so happens to be the quote of the day for today:
"No bit of code that has ever helped humanity, nor a person in general - has been written before 10pm or after 7am." - Unknown
