I'm just so happy. Yesterday was amazing. And today's gonna be amazing. I'm going to relax, listen to music, read, paint, draw. There's a meteor shower tonight too! This weekend is just going fantastic.
Someone message me and let's have a cool conversation.
Why are people so mean... They make the most beautiful of people feel like a piece of shit, and they hurt those who are already going through enough. Why not point out the beauty in people instead of the flaws? Why is it so hard to tell someone that they're pretty, or that they're so funny, or that you love them? Why not give them a hug and tell them that it's gonna be okay, instead of telling them that they're worthless? And in what fucking universe is it okay to tell someone to go kill themselves? That's just disgusting and cruel.
I want to jump into a freezing cold pool. Just to wake up and feel alive. I want to run around, and throw things, and break shit. I want to scream at the top of my lungs and dance around like an idiot. I want to punch someone in the face and hug everyone I see. I want to jump off of high places into a lake. I want to throw paint and glitter EVERYWHERE. I want to make new friends that I'll never see again. I want to dress up really insane and run around town. I want to give people a fake name all day just for shits and giggles.
I just want to do SOMETHING. Anything! Something different and out of the ordinary, and not boring.
I'm always playing Superman for ALL my friends. I don't think they realize just how hard it is to fix everyone's problems and keep everyone happy... And the ONE time I don't have all the answers... All hell breaks loose, and suddenly I'm the bad guy. What the fuck.
I need a break.
#livefeed
Tell me about something that's been stressing you out lately.
I can't say I'm gonna miss 2011 that much... But that's mainly because it's just a year, not a person. And I have no actual emotional attachment to it... So yeah.
#livefeed
What are your Christmas plans? Show me your Christmas tree! :D
Me: Sorry I had so many typos. I was texting with one hand.
Christian: I wonder what you were doing with the other hand (;
Me: Scrolling through tumblr.
