you ever had a feeling that rattled your bones, invaded your mind, and took over your heart?
a feeling that was so heart-wrenching and lonely and terrifying?
a feeling that even the littlest things drive you crazy? make you happy for ages?
this is my face when i realize that my best friends are hot.
one has been taken for half a year and the other can get whoever she wants.
and then there is me.
has not been taken for half a year, and nobody likes me.
actually, my dad found out my new computer has a webcam and stuff and he's like, "oh god, you're not gonna be like felicity(my sister) and take half naked pictures of yourself, right?"
and i'm like, "erm.. no. let's find the difference between my sister at this age and me at my age;
she- losing her virginity, taken. pregnant the next year, taken again.
me- nobody likes me."
this is my life what i realize at four in the morning.
i'm turning fourteen in a week.
i'm going to my first concert two days after i turn fourteen.
i'm starting high school in eighteen days.
i'm also probably going to get a job once we figure out what to do with my hair.
