i am depressed, i feeling doing something stupid, what should i do? get hurt? maybe i will, or get wasted, maybe i should do some drugs, anything to forget everything
i put spikes on my dirtbike after my crash, like my ghetto plastic repairs? you should see the back fender and the side ones, and the plastic attached closer to the tank pop out more than the other pieces and they weren't scratched
so i had this dream, the girl i love was in it, she had pulled up in a car and we were in a 1950's looking New York, she was listening to skrillex, i banged on her car and ran away hoping she would, she never heard me so i walked up and tapped her on the side, noticing it was me, she grabbed me and through me in the back seat of her car and then jumped back there too, then she began to make out with me, then is suddenly stopped, i was walking away and then she was with me, then she vanished from the dream and the next section started, i wish that kissing were real and that part would last forever
have you ever had 2 girls walk up to you and just the one girl you can't stop looking at, her friend is cute but there is something about this girl that you like, i am going to marry that girl
the war goes on
this battle will not be won
for my face will still
have acne that makes me ill
as my army is depleting
my face is still secreting
all that pus
and thus
i have nothing to show
every zit a glow
bright red with white
and i lay in fright
that my curse will never end
so give me Proactiv so i can meet a lady friend
everybody like my depressing acne poem? ;D i just wrote it :3
excuse the dirt on my mirror :P
pretty sucky day, i am mad when i know if i did something about it i would be in the end the one begging for someone not to leave, i would love to talk to her right now but i am afraid i will say something stupid and make my final mistake, life is over if i can't marry her, and it isn't like i will move on, i have loved her too long to give up and i really don't want to ruin things, somebody message me and make me happy :\
